04/10/2023
Speak true to me🦋
As my 29 year around the sun has begun today, I sit with a feeling of reflecting upon what is most important in my life. This is something that appears to me when difficult times is appearing. And since the lost of my most beloved happened a month ago, I have been sitting and feeling into how I can move on in such a profound way that I can keep him with me everywhere I go and yet keep the change in the maturing of what have appeared in the process of grief.
In todays relationship, the love language is speaking loving words to make the other feel happy and complete. But what I sit left with, is the feeling that true love language is presenting one’s partner with nothing but the honesty of one’s words and feelings. Often we keep the truth hidden as truth often hurts the idea of who we are.
What I’ve come to be a truth is, that none of us knows what the truth is. But yet we all seek it in our own way.
As the prophecy of one day being able to see the truth, has to be one of the most important pieces of the life we experience, loving someone can be nothing else can presenting one’s partner with the truth which that the person have been discovered. No matter if it hurts or not, this must be the profound love we can give to another, no matter what the circumstance of that honesty will create.
As a honest word might be hurtful, it will be nothing more than a fingers touch in the ocean. But as lies that will keep someone away from one’s loved ones truth, will keep splashing as rocks continuously disturbance in that ocean which you are.
I love you dearly, and my wish is that we all come one step closer to be able to find courage to illuminate the fear of protecting someone from what might be hurtful in the moment and presenting ourselves and humankind with what we have come to realize as true, as we keep a humble approach to the realization that we haven’t found the complete truth yet, but that we have to walk hand in hand with this.
And in this awareness I have come to realize, this must be real love.
In honor of beloved Balder🩵