06/08/2020
first learn about your self ten talk of the rest(worldly things)
i started my journey right from the scratch i.e. i was in deep pain of the past experiences which lead me, to question, of what is the meaning of life purpose of life and the goal of life.... i was hungry and full of zeal to know the mystery and gradually came across incidences and experiences which gave me clarity of the same and started yoga which was a very very gr8 experience, small things, like things around us and their true essence the human-beings and their nature, our connection with the cosmos meaning purpose and goal of life is now clear the knowledge was this time experienced which is wisdom though there is more to know, the reason i am trying to say all this is because every experience of our life is a message for us and we have to look at it from the correct point of view and then wen u look back you realize that all experiences are interconnected as the jigsaw puzzle is, the smallest of our acts are the result of our senses(touch feel smell taste and hear) which come into action (synchronous coordination) with the brain and this whole body functions only with the help of soul ( a part of the ultimate source of energy), hence the soul is called the eye of the eyes ear of the ears mouth of the mouth brain of the brain nose of the nose and etc etc and once when you experience this incredibly wonderful phenomenon you gain wisdom for sure very easy yet so difficult, now wen i was growing and going through this phase i also felt the importance of the smallest of the acts we perform needs to to be taken consciously with complete alertness and this my friend will eventually fruit you but also the whole cosmos, the understanding of ta**ra was a little difficult for me initially, though got realization automatically, then understanding of love was one of the most important aspect of my life know i hate the word s*x cause the whole essence of love is lost and only physical hunger is shown and taken care of which is such a miserable situation, anyways wen i talk of love(i say it proudly) i literally mean to touch with love, feel with love, act with love, smell with love, taste with love, and merge with love and you shall certainly grow with love and the bliss is yours then but clarity of conscious loving is the most important aspect, now the concept of yoga and ta**ra vidya was to know the ultimate truth self realization or MOKSHA or LIBERATION or NIRVANA ....... but we humans are so strongly bonded with materialistic thoughts and s*x being the most big one and due to which our KARMA'S are always bonded with us which eventually leads us to perform more KARMA'S and this cycle keeps on repeating and we take birth, my understanding to it is, perform every KARMA with complete consciousness and love and eventually you will certainly gain control on every KARMA performed and lead you to NISHKAAM KARMA ( concept of getting rid from cycle of karma by the holly and saintly scholars) . even i am on this process with daily progress yet sometimes lose my control at situations cause the reprogramming of the mind is a though task. my friend, last but the most important fact is Knowledge is the only way to fulfill our lives, cause the only way out is the only way in............ om namah shivaay
— feeling blessed.
