09/11/2022
Hi Everyone,
Hope you all are doing well. I am writing in after so so long that I almost feel lost. A lot has happened on the personal front and I am still coming to terms with the reality of life. After loosing mom, we lost another young family member and that shook us all. Honestly, I never realised how much it takes to stay strong and move on in life when you are broken, until it happened to me. My heart goes out to every person on this group who has lost a loved one. It can be very very hard. Life will never be the same again but we all have to gather strength and live on for our loved ones who have passed or are still with us in this world.
The reason, I decided to do this today is kind of ironic. I wanted to delete a lot of the past from my mind and my devices and start afresh. While I was doing that, I realised how much am I missing by not getting back to work, connecting with you all and doing what I love the most. I saw numerous messages from all of you, from the time when I used to come live, to the online + offline workshops and most importantly the messages from the time when I was in the lowest phase of my life and completely broken - when mom passed away. Those heartfelt, touching messages meant the world to me. Thank you so so so much everyone who reached out and offered their condolences and support to me. And that is when I realised, you all are my strength. Mom who is watching over, is my motivating force. I have to get back to life and work for this very reason. So many of you, checked on me regularly, told me, how much you all miss the live sessions and what difference I have made in your lives through my work. It made me realise my purpose, it made me realise I am not just someone who is on a break and no one misses. Thank you for the love... 🥰💞
When I sit down to put my head to work, if I am being honest, I don't know where to begin 😢. I feel like so much time has passed, that I do not know if I can do this again, be good at what I used to do, build my connect once again with you all. I am anxious and scared (feels silly to admit but feels liberating too).. But I guess, after weeks of contemplating, I realised to get my answers to any of these doubts/ questions that I have, I will have to start somewhere. Start with something, anything but start.
So here is to hoping, I am back soon with some exciting videos/ workshops and live sessions.
Help me by letting me know what would you guys like me to begin with.
Lots of love and my deepest gratitude to everyone for being there for me 😍🤗🤗
See you all soon,
Love,
Megha
