29/04/2025
Lately, I've realized I'm not good for any human relationship. Maybe I'm too clingy or too loving, to the extent that others feel love is nothing but something ordinary.
I want to make people seen and heard, but maybe they start thinking I'm showing love because I need something in return. The only thing I want in return is love; I give love and I want to be loved.
It's simple, but lately, I've realized kindness is foolishness because my kindness makes me feel foolish. I've realized that giving love just because you want to make others feel loved makes you ordinary, and they stop seeing you with love.
And now, I'm just tired. I never let the other side of being kind, loving, and selfless make me doubt the beauty of my heart.
And so, I've realized I'm not good for any human relationship; I'm so good on my own that solitude has become my home.
✍️Md Musharraf Nomani
