sarkergargi

Due to lack of cash in 2014 or till 2017 couldn't file case against such culprits including VC as my father denied basic support for me like they did & my mother still does most of the times to deprive me of anything I deserve because of my brother. Where's gender equality or even recognition of the deserving or else basic rights of human being within initial 4 walls & 1 roof? Many will question my integrity after all these decades like my own blood always do everyday, all the time.

It's my battle then they will get war to get my rights restored & remove the culprits to delimit power for torturing, destroying anyone's life again. Like I stand for any living to non-living being so far, now is the high time to stand for my rights as always in some ways I allowed others by trusting who never deserved. Trust once broken intentionally shouldn't be given another chance, opportunity to humans be it adult or juvenile irrespective of anything. People usually don't change until willing & acting consistently accordingly on own. I should always put myself 1st from now onwards although earlier I couldn't even till yesterday when my Well-wishers push me to care for my well-being, prospects as the highest priority. This time I shall even when I am bleeding inside out, heartbroken almost since birth apart from health issues due to complications during my birth. Born lone warrior never gives up till the last drop of blood & breathe.

Virago of the viragos, knows the ways of winning each battle before being born in the mortal world.

Unable to tolerate further

Happiest when with myself

Pre & post 2 emergency hospitalizations again in 30 days after 2022 & 2023 beyond mental, emotional tortures

While trying to avoid Sepsis & organ failure I fulfill my moral responsibilities relentlessly sans complaints until being bedridden or hospitalised time & again due to wrongdoings by others.

Some show true concerns, affection, care in individual ways. Blessed to have them in my life. Accepted that I am unacceptable always to the most loved, cared people in my life so making spaces for deserving ones finally!

Clueless how much chances I will actually get further to have a peaceful yet cherishing, fulfilling, meaningful phase ahead before closing my eyes forever in this life. Just counting on each blessing & creating rooms for worthy ones.

When one gets little positive vibes it shows...
Positivity within amplifies before reflecting. So how you keep on treating me matters to what you will receive including cold, indifferent attitude as I have become quite master at it by recalling Baba's words of advises as I have also witnessed him suffering from the vices of others for lifelong. Like in every sphere, he wished even in his last moments that I rise above him in emotional arena too. Even he used to praise about my cooking & other skills behind me too when I was merely a school student with no exposures to any such thing since been away from home when I was just 8yrs old.

Remain own 🌞 even after 2 decades regardless of all hiatus in life, turbulent 24/7 & stumble upon, bow down, bend in front of your integrity.

Even when all mortals will leave you, almighty will keep on protecting & guiding you as long as u remain truthful & have faith intact.

Relaxed night after long rather forgotten months or yrs.
Cherish the present moments!

In less than a week I took the trip as planned few days before my 1st emergency hospitalization in 2026 summer that also packed in the night after my berth confirmation. Only I know how I managed when none was there or came to help me out yet in the most difficult situations almighty sent support unexpectedly.

Beginning of the next phase of my battles across India. Still genuinely positive, kind hearted, philanthropic adult humans r out in the world so I haven't shut down or completely closed my world. Now I believe that my karma always rescued me in the final moments from all the troubles. Universe has everything planned for us while leaving some scopes to mould, modify & fill up the gaps occasionally. Done with paying for my ancestral debts!

Thought of meeting you frequently still almighty has different plan for everyone. Pray that u live well, Puppy

For someone particular until tagging by the same person or family members here, name & identity will be hidden from this part as I am always ethically, morally, socially, legally, politically right.

Prenuptial or something equivalent yet completely legally valid everywhere in India is must as even before uttering u know that nothing material can replace this demand as I refuse to trust anymore on verbal promises because u have trampled & destroyed it again completely over 7+ yrs. Came out of my Fort like safe zone just because of u but what u have done till date? Words r empty hence sonorous!

U can take the last chance within the deadline. I give a blind eye now if u manage a day from our PM or not as moving to Mumbai just for u made me learn some lessons to never trust u or any adult human being on verbal or even written agreements unless they show up in actions. After deadline if someone approaches with exactly what I want, I might accept such offer & never look back as u know that I never take U turns in life. Wasted abundant time & crucial phase of my life plus tolerating all nuisances by being here. Should have left India than trusting u long ago it seems. Unsure if I should regret for the 1st instance for giving u multiple opportunities & standing diamond solid regardless of your actions, behaviour as I have never done so for any human beyond my family till date consistently for such duration. Barely takes few moments to knock off an adult man around if bothering me.

Stopped giving leverages to any humans just because of my emotions, feelings, values, integrity though everything is intact. Still praying that u stop forcing me to take actions against u if I walk away once & for all. Never be a moron like your senior or a jerk again as u know that sans respecting each other mutually I can't hold even a long, meaningful conversation. U r aware that if someday I transform completely into my virago avatar everything will be finished not just between us as I've stopped sparing any criminal action. Later on u can't claim that didn't warn & remind well in advance to rectify!

If to reform & establish peace, rightful access, one must demolish, unclutter, rebuild