02/02/2016
2615 # What happened? An yearago, we started to get close. We valued each other, and we held each other high. It seemed like we'd be in each others' lives, well, for life. Then, something happened. Something made it all go awry. You grew up. But up isn't always the way you grow. Everything got put on the table. And perhaps this was too much for you. You're someone who needs to solve problems, and this was one that you couldn't solve. You couldn't solve it because it wasn't yours. There was too much tension, and our relationship had to take the break. Then, somehow we became strangers. And even worse than that. All the while I tried to fix it, but I knew the outcome was there. And now we're here. I'm on the ground, and you're where you've always been.
It seems like the ground is exactly where you want me. But that's not where I'll stay. If I threatened you I'm sorry; but that was not my way. Just like you, I want to go places in life. But where we are, only one of us can thrive. So I guess I'll let you win. I can't waste my energy here, because the world is calling me. So all this is yours. You can have it. And I guess this is the end.
Goodbye is not farewell. But farewell is certainly goodbye. That's how that works.
# But seriously - what happened...?! o.O