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📍DAY 2/150 of Mains Preparation



Sleep around 2AM bcz of some family program....woke up do some household work then went to dr.for eye checkup and pura din lag gya 5-6hrs ..tired and guess what got my cgl tier 1 2023 result ...i failed terribly 🙆🏻‍♀️ Bura to lagta hi hai yrr but Result to aapko room se bahar aane p idea ho hi jata hai..
But us time se jyda trust me es din jyda bura lagata hai ....🙂

Major reason fail hone ka haii...bcz I left Quant all 25Q ( han aur sub m bhi teer nhi maar rakha ) and ssc walo ko pata hai math ki Keemat or ab to upsc walo ko bhi 🙂🙆🏻‍♀️. Khair CSAT strong ho jaye esi liye am giving and ek level ho jane p ssc try kr sakte hai ..job security bhi jaruri h khaskar ladkiyon k liye to ..abhi to bus 2024 ka attempt puri lagan se dedu bus taki guilt na ho ki hardwork na kiya 😮‍💨.....Mnn udas to hai ...baki kal jyda kaam hai 🙂 udas or ye bahane dene se kuch nhi hoga pdhle betaa last chance h ye upsc ki fulll fledge preparation ka ( my inner words to me ) ✨
Good Night 😊

📍DAY 1 /150 of Mains Preparation ✨




Study for 5hrs ... Started in afternoon
Do Optional
History
And Some Internal security topics

Why Posting my targets?
bcz am feeling lost in this preparation , i lost my WHY , i lost myself totally , And I don't have words , i dont wanna just document my happy , consistent days here or dont show myself what am not ....Am a very sensitive person if something is not working i also put here ...its not easy race ...it drain yourself from inside totally believe me totally :) .... By puting targets here i wanna show myself what am doing , how hard work am doing for my dream .....your inner self know all answers, whenever i see all these days and progess definitely kuch to nikal k aayega ( hoping for giving my best ) bas yahi soch k suru kiya h ye let see aage kya hota hai :)

Hello Everyone 🤗! hope u all are doing well :) okay so am posting after a long time and active again past days was not good for me ..
First hcs prelims happened and I couldn't qualify...
after that prelims 2023 happened all though I did not appear this time but that paper really makes me depressed about my preparation and also CSAT . To be honest before stepping into this preparation I always think about PLAN B , a secure job or any other exam ..but my brain just washed by that first attempt m clear krne ka junoon , plan B for loosers and misguided by some toppers that say ki ek saal m u can crack offcourse for them its easy but I can say for me it's time taking process i literally started from scratch When first time I pick up Ncerts in June 2020 I couldn't understand even 6th class history book I Google words and understand ....and now I look back na am really glad how much progress I made I never think ...khair let's come to the point ....now am done with my masters in this month 1 paper left ...and am not interested in PhD or lectureship in that subject . It feels like I wasted all my time 💔 and if I look for other exams na unme bhi competition bahut h and u need good comand on math English and reasoning.. so i decided that I will give other exams also and work on myself along with that . As plan B. ( Secure wala option ) I will do my masters again with different subject in which I am interested and further go for research or lectureship.

📍 Change is the most powerful force in our society. ...Most People FEAR IT ...the Wise EMBRACE IT 🫰🏻♥️

📍RUN YOUR OWN RACE ✨👓





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Hello Everyone! ..Hoep u all are doing good in your studies ...This week am Targeting to finish my geography Subject and S&T classes .

✨ 3-9 April 2023 ( S&T. + Geography)
✨ Geography booklist
🌀 Ncert 11
Ncert 11
Ncert 12
Ncert 12
Gc Leong ( selectively)
Rajtanil mam lectures for revision
PYqs (last 27 yrs )


Let's see how much I cover and Post on deadline date 9 April .




Remainder to myself:- Beta u have to do it u have no time next month 🦁

Byeeeeee 👋🏻 khub padhte rhiye

📍 Weekly target:- 20-26 March
📍Hours hit to be :- 52 hrs 🌀
focus area :- Sociology+ S&T + CSAT