29/08/2024
Goodbye 👋 X
I started my confidence and coaching business on the back of the end of my second maternity leave 2019 and at the start of lockdown 2020. I wanted to move away from teaching to, understandably, have more time with my children who were very little. I had some amazing experiences and clients. My skills as a teacher and pastoral leader were my basis and a wonderful resource. However, the following year after starting coaching I lost my beloved mother. It’s been the hardest thing I’ve endured. In fact I doubt I will ever fully recover. Prior to this I grieved for my darling father and brother. I do still have a huge loving family. I’m thankful. There are 2 sisters, 2 brothers, husbands, wives, nieces, nephews, cousins et al. I have a wonderful husband and two beautiful children. Some very close and kind friends. But my confidence and anxiety was off the scale, along with age related hormonal changes. So I paused and slowly took the foot of the pedal of my business. I couldn’t practice what I preached. I turned inwards, the opposite of communication & confidence. I continued to work part time as a drama teacher directing and producing performances and working with a great array of students. I acted well.
Obviously I had some great clients in that time but I did not feel like I was a completely authentic coach. I felt like I was hiding from myself.
This year I decided I needed to change things up and I have a new role starting in September. It will be full time. It will be a fantastic opportunity.
So I have decided to close this account and close the chapter on my business….Perhaps once my heart has healed a little more I will be able to work with clients one to one again with greater clarity. Perhaps there’s a different coaching pathway here…
Until then thank you for the support.
Kirsty X