08/06/2017
Inspiration from A Student saying Goodbye....
'Inspirational speaker'
The truth is everyone is facing a battle you know nothing about. Just having our eyes open can be debilitating for some people. You know something, if all you did today was breathe that is ok I promise you! You are still here, still fighting. Put your hand on your heart and close your eyes and realise your precious heart is still beating and still fighting no matter how much you despise it! The reason your heart is still beating is because you 100% deserve a life and if you weren't alive then the world would be lost without such an important strong person in the world. You make the world a better place no matter how dark the cloud is. The pain won't be gone just because you are gone it will pass on to someone else and the pain will be even more unimaginable and I promise you that you deserve a life and you are worth a life! The storm doesn't last forever! You are incredible! No matter how suffocating it feels, you are not alone! People care, people love you, people understand!
Thinking that you are better off not being here anymore is absolutely debilitating but this life you were given for a purpose, you have a purpose and that's to show to yourself and the world just how strong you are and that you are a fighter and that no matter what you won't let this defeat you! Goodbyes are one of the most toughest things you will go through and they can cause physical pain as well as mental/emotional pain but you are a fighter and you will get through this and you have to show those who helped save your life that you will be ok and no matter what you won't forget what they taught you and how much they believed in you, showed you your worth, showed you that you have a purpose. Do it for them because guess what they will be over the moon with you! The toughest of times will only make you stronger!
Mental health is like waves, the force they have and the shear fear they make people feel is incredible and you need to keep pushing through those strong waves no matter how impossible they seem to ride, you can do it! You are capable! You are strong! You are a fighter! You are brave! You are powerful! You are incredible! Seeking help is one of the bravest things you can do, if you find talking tough, write it out! Crying isn't a sign of weakness! Crying is a sign of determination and that you don't want to be ill and you don't want things to be this tough forever and it shows courage that you are trying your hardest no matter how painful it seems. This is your journey, make it count! Show yourself how much strength and will power you have! You deserve to be on this earth alive! Attachment is such a debilitating thing, it's so heart breaking having to explain to yourself that some relationships that you build don't last forever but it's not the end of the world even though it really does seem like it and we will get through this!
It's going to seem exceedingly impossible and the people who you are attached to will know that and they will understand but it's going to be ok! You can always come and visit them once in a while, you can show them how strong and brave you are! You will get through it! They won't forget you I promise, who could forget you out of all people?! Just as much as they helped you, you helped them as well but maybe neither of you see it but you will have done in some way or another. It's just as hard for them as it is for you to let go and say goodbye but it's going to be ok because like I said you can always see them once in a while. You aren't what you are diagnosed with and you aren't what you have gone through! You are you and you are a fighter and you will get through this! Remember this is your journey, make it count! You are incredible, an inspiration, you have saved your friends life, look after yourself because you 100% deserve a life! If you are looking for a reason not to end things, this is your reason! I believe in you! Things will get better! It's going to be ok! It won't be this debilitating! You deserve a life! Tomorrow is a new day, fresh new start, you have so much of your life you haven't even experienced. This is your reason! You are powerful! You are the reason someone else is alive and fighting! You are the reason someone didn't give up! You make the world a better place! I am proud of you for not giving up because things can seem impossible but you have strength to get through it I know it!