06/02/2022
HER GRACE
We are entering into a new paradigm of human consciousness while c0vid is pushing us to go within for the past two years. We are going through a deep initiation of the Human Soul as the collective is being taken into the Underworld. In that space, we are to meet our pain and aggression in ways of self-abandonment, self-denial, self-abuse, self-violation, compliance with evil & what is unjust, narcissism, selfishness and all other ways where we live outside of divine law. All of that plays out also in connection to other people. We are here to clean the mess and wipe our slate clean and come back to our original consciousness. INNOCENCE. TRUTH. LOVE.
For that, we need a mirror.
And as I am putting together powerful and deeply healing programs for men and women aiming for deep initiation and activation to occur, the more I am aware that what I am bringing through my work is HER GRACE.
What does that mean?
In my own journey of going deep into the Underworld and staying there for almost a decade, I came to know that what is healing me, is the feminine part of our consciousness. It has nothing to do with gender, but more with what does the feminine within all of us represent.
I was running away from how I deeply felt about myself through all sorts of addictions. And by Life stopping me with a massive sexual violation that shut me down completely, I had to stop and go within. That was my initiation to my entering of the Underworld. And in this space, I had to face all my repressed feelings, emotions, stories I was telling myself, self-abuse, inner narcissistic traits (inner critic), ways of escapism, lying to myself and so on. Through feeling it all, through embracing all of my emotions, together with anger and rage that I was so afraid to feel and get in touch with, I slowly started to melt, surrender, breathe more deeply, heal, relax my nervous system, open my heart, forgive myself…and the process continues to this day. This, at times painful, while at the same time deeply moving and beautiful process, started to connect me deeply with my life force through feeling ALL of my emotions. Through this process, I also started to deeply connect with my body. My body became my Temple, my Church that I daily tend to. In my body I am meeting the Divine. He/She is right HERE. Every single moment. By bringing my fractured pieces of my Soul & my river of pain and sorrow to the altar of GOD, all is transformed into TRUTH and LOVE. Deep INNER PEACE. And with that, I am getting closer and closer to the core of who I am.
Deeply feeling, deeply sensing, deep presence, embodiment, intuition, intimacy, deep connection to the body, sensuality, sitting at the bottom of the ocean with it all…are all the facets of the DEEP FEMININE current of our consciousness. SHE IS HERE. She is deeply INTIMATE. To CONNECT US back to the SOUL. To guide us back home to GOD. To The One that made us & where we all come from.
And as I am here to stand for the KINGDOM OF GOD and here to bring the Glory of God to this world, the process itself is happening through THE GREAT SHE. Through HER LOVING GRACE.
We are Blessed to enter and walk this Sacred Journey in these times that we live in. May we seize the opportunity that is here to truly get to know ourselves (our Souls) and our origins (God).
As Morpheus said to Neo (Matrix Resurrections): 'They taught you good. Made you believe their world was all you deserved. But some part of you knew that was a lie. Some part of you remembered what was real.'
We are here to remember THE REAL. This is OUR RESURRECTION.
With Love ❤