18/01/2019
We are all struggling with ourselves, battling to overcome the 'I' who doesn't know how to live in the present and create a new reality. I've struggled with my career intentions for years, and it's like starring in 'Groundhog Day'. I know the theory: change your thoughts, change your experiences. I start out with good intentions and then I lapse back into the familiar and the comfortable (which is not actually very comfortable).
Nothing will change unless I change the record. This week, I admitted to myself that, career-wise, I don't value myself. I don't value the contribution I make to the organisations I work for. I don't value my wisdom or my experiences.
As a supply teacher, I've been settling for a daily rate that an NQT would be getting. And I'm 50!!! So I made the decision this week to refuse assignments that do not acknowledge my experience in monetary terms. And I told myself it wasn't about being greedy; if I don't honour my work, why should anyone else?
Of course it's terrifying: I've got no work for next week, but I have to trust the universe will fill the space left by my standing up for myself. I set the intention to honour the value I bring to the table and match it with an action: to tell the agency that I can no longer work for £120 a day. I did just that, by email and over the phone. If they agree to a higher rate, great. If they don't, also great.
I've just started listening to Joe Dispenza again. Do watch his videos and see if what he says resonates with you.
Do you have an intention that you need to match with action? Share if you feel inspired.
Stay blessed, goal-getters!
Joe Dispenza, D.C. has lectured in 24 countries on six continents, educating people about the role and function of the human brain. He has taught thousands o...