27/04/2021
The Mental Game!
I am ready to go, I just have my shoes to put on, but the mental game has already started, self-doubt is building up!
Before I am aware of it, I am sitting on the sofa having the usual limiting self-talk. This talk once again hacked my mind, and I lost control of my emotions.
This is how it goes:
You really are going to this uphill tempo training? It's going to hurt, and you don’t want to be uncomfortable! You could be in the cosiness of your home, you could eat and watch TV all day!? Isn’t it a better idea? At this point, I am speaking to myself: Wake up! Wake up! Finally get back the control of my emotions and without hesitation, I stand, slam the door and I go...
During the run self doubt is back!
Here I am on the steep slopes, lactic acid Is building up in my muscles...It is difficult... sooner orlater, my heart rate will be too high, I will reach my red zone! The doubt is coming back... I'm pushing the pace as if I could run away from it! I'm focusing on being present, on the pain, and the obstacles in front of me, visualising my next move, focusing on my goal.... I am in the zone.
That day, I finished my run exhausted...the self doubt is gone, at least for now. I know it will be back but I will be ready for it, I will, because it is up to me to accept the challenge.... But for now I am full of positive energy, I'm content with my myself and with what I've achieved and overcame.
Life is full of doubts and uncertainty. Being aware of our emotions towards our doubts will enable us to dissociate ourselves from the object of our fears, of our self doubts, and limitations.... this will help us to accept those challenging situations as part of the learning process. Then we will be able to take compassionate actions to shift our paradigm to a positive growth mindset.