21/04/2024
hi, me again.
i have a confession. i haven’t been to the gym consistently now for around 6 months and to say it’s taken it’s toll on me is an understatement.
i’ve had so many mixed feelings about it, wanting to go because i love it but needing to protect myself from overworking after having a HARD year at uni then also feeling guilty because i’m a PT and if i can’t set that standard for myself then how am i ever going to be a good personal trainer?
it’s fair to say i’ve had a lot going on over the past few months - with my dissertation, losing my car and being financially stressed, unable to get a job and relying on my loan, eating disorders, renting a car in italy and then getting stranded on a tiny island, the list is endless.
BUT
this is not a pity post, it’s just to spread awareness that not everything you see on social media is real. it’s not all sunshine and flowers and behind the scenes this really has been the most testing time of my life.
I love this account so much and i’ve severely missed posting gym content and interacting with all the sick gym goers who follow me but take this as an “i’m nearly back” post and as soon as that diss is handed in, gym is going to get smashed
❤️