30/09/2026
LANCASTER MUSIC FESTIVAL - Sun 11 Oct @ 2pm
It’s an odd sensation being asked to perform at a music festival after such a long stretch away from any stage. This invitation from the Lancaster Music Festival 2026 has jolted me out of a kind of quiet drift, where my past life as a performer had started to feel like a vivid dream rather than something I actually lived. When you step away from the stage for years, the whole machinery of performing - the stamina, the focus, the physical conditioning, the mental sharpness, slowly dissolves. You don’t notice it happening until someone asks you to step back into the light.
And stepping back in is no small thing. People see the finished product the tunes, the flow, the ease, but they don’t see the sheer amount of preparation that goes into making a performance feel effortless. Stage fitness is its own discipline. It’s not just practising; it’s building the endurance to play at a high level for long stretches, keeping the mind steady, keeping the body responsive, keeping the music honest. My own right arm has been reminding me of this in no uncertain terms. The bicep tendinitis I’ve been dealing with has improved with the physio’s exercises, but after the fourth tune or so, the elbow and shoulder start sending their little warning signals. It’s a strange balancing act - staying true to the music while ignoring the chatter coming from the arm.
And yet, despite all of this, I’m thrilled. Absolutely thrilled. The prospect of playing for people again, real people, in a room, breathing the same air, responding in real time, has lit something up in me that I thought had gone quiet. There’s nothing like that exchange. It’s the reason I wrote the tunes in the first place. It’s the reason I ever stepped onto a stage at all.
The festival is expecting two 45‑minute sets from me, which means I have my work cut out. I need to rebuild the stamina, sharpen the edges, get the arm strong enough to carry the load, and reacquaint myself with the physical reality of performance. It’s a mountain, but it’s a familiar one.
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