13/08/2026
you are the portal 🌀
📸 the divine dome 8/8 last year, sharing something i scribbled after the experience, and a note i wrote as/to my future self 😵💫...
• lead me to the blueprint of my becoming •
now is the season to create
to remember
to trust the slow unfurling
of the woman i have always been
knowing my blood carries the footsteps
of every mother before me
i must soften
the distrust
the perfectionism
the self judgement
sharpen only my discernment
holding high standards
because i am high standard!
(blue) lotus blooming in my chest
petals wide
i am open
i am ready to receive
i am guided
i place down what is not mine to carry
and know it is safe to let people slip quietly out the back door of my heart
i can soften
the longing to mother hums deep inside me
but
does all else pale if this doesn't come?
is this the root of my restlessness?
lion sun, fire in my heart
i walk forward
ganesha stands at the doorway
clearing the rubble from my path
the cave of my heart opens
i am the portal
soften
soften
soften
✨
📸 the mandala i created in the week following the event 🥲 this one is so significant to me, like genuine feels to art
isn't life wild and wonderful! our little sonshine, turning a dark and difficult day into a brighter more joyful one ❤️🔥
note to self: i am allowed to be happy out loud.