08/04/2024
And if I were a song today.... I would be... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrKCV7JKUps
Which reminded me that ....
At this age I'm only working on the inside of my pockets (so I can provide for my children), preserving my peace of mind and offering services to people I enjoy doing like photoshoots, English/Spanish lessons or immersions for those who love to challenge themselves to learn a new language 20 times faster and cheaper and in a more fun and engaging approach than once or twice a week, and would love to do coaching for those who would also like to live life on their terms and make their dreams a reality, just like I do 😅.
Never did envy, never understood jealousy either. I believe each has their own unique set of skills, assets, talents, personality, so why bringing them down for things we deep down admire them for?
That's what my finding your wild side is all about. Inspiring people to feel confident in who they really are so there is no need to hate on other people, just daring to be oneself is thrilling enough to keep you busy for life for the consequences it has.
For that I also do my Find Your Wild Side retreats with awesome and varied music that will help them stay focused on this goal as well as stepping outside their comfort zones to try what is like living life on their terms. As we say, everything you want is at the other side of fear.
I honestly mean no evil to anyone, if I ignore you it's because I'm busy working on something that requires my most urgent attention, and attention is something I struggle to maintain for long enough on things that bore me or don't excite me.
Like now, I was doing finance... and numbers... trying to make it all add up and then I went onto that phonk folder I'm downloading for my kids since they've been asking me to put it in the car... and here I am... being a strange cool momma who likes phonk and anything remotely dark electronic I must say. Reason why they problably like phonk.
But for conversation sake let's say that I'm well equipped for the evil dark stuff too. But these days I use it only and mostly as a defensive mechanism and to preserve my peace, but trust me it's some kind of power you don't want to experience, trust me on that one!!. But I choose to do good 100% of the time whilst working my ass off paying my own bills, ruling my queendom, raising my kids, ruling over my life, my business and everything that's in it :D
But honestly that crown for me symbolizes the business I'm building and the legacy I want to leave behind for my children. I would like to take them on holidays eventually, but I can't afford at the moment spend time and effort on things that don't add value to my life either. This is due to circumstances that are outside my control and I'm such an angel 😇😇😇 or such a busy demon ☠️😈😈😈 that I'm kind of letting them slide for the moment being, sort of hoping karma hits them first, because if I do... it's gonna hurt more.
Due to time restrictions and money I need to make... These days I only make time for outside this world special connections and relationships, because I already know what average feels like and it's not something I would make time to entertain. And it's gonna take a hell of a lot for people to prove they aren't average after they approach me the easy average way. So trust me on that one too🤷♀️.
So I'm only available for work these days. Those connections will find me in ways that would be outside of this world.
But the good news is that anyone who truly wants to help me out... can hire me for plenty of things. All the links in the comment sections below.
Awesome Tattoo by Nazaret DL. You'll also find her on my gallery, she's such a beautiful soul, in and out.
