08/09/2026
You can change everything and still wake up feeling like something’s missing. It took me an embarrassingly long time to understand why.
Episode 4 of 5 — Lessons from a life lived chasing. Let’s talk about the feeling underneath the chase.
Something not in the video: I have lived in 5 countries. I’m about to move countries again. Before, every time I moved I was dreaming how better it would be, now I understand it’s not better just because it’s new.
Not because the places were wrong. Because the feeling I was chasing was not in any of them. It was something I had to give myself, I have to make it better myself.
That realization did not come all at once. It came slowly, over years of arriving somewhere and noticing that the same feeling came back.
Maybe you also know what it is like to reach the thing and find the feeling still isn’t there.
PS. Comment GUIDE and I’ll send you 5 questions to help you name what’s underneath.
