12/08/2020
I miss hugging everyone. I miss touch. I know this too shall pass and this is the other spectrum of the rainbow to feel fullness on all levels and layers of being. Change is constant and even in these moments of isolation it will shift.
04/22/2020
“Have faith” whispered courage, while bravery took a deep long sigh and grief cried. Writing by me
03/28/2020
And so we sit or stand or pace in our dwellings in the solitude of social distancing to discover how connected we all are, how fragile, how vulnerable, how lonely, how human, and how everything can change in the blink of the eye. I too am trusting this process and praying for the collective suffering. Today opened a portal that’s been longing to be held. I feel in touch with my pain in a way I haven’t felt in a long time. It’s a roller coaster over here, on the float denial and the gravity of the global reality. I am in my head and I see all the shadow figures I regularly avoid grief, loneliness, sadness, and isolation, they are dressed up welcoming me to the table they are bringing me gifts like time, healing, love, vulnerability, and process. All parts of myself are longing to be held and loved as one. I have been exhausted for a long time. No everything isn’t normal or fine, things are not okay. It doesn’t feel authentic for me in this heart state to keep producing a truck load of content. I am not a factory or a product. I am a human being and need to process and feel this collective grief as well as my own. I am ready to face and feel grief and see it’s that is too, is asking to be loved. My dreams are giving me the collective awakening because lungs are grief. Our heart centre is joy and grief is asking to be loved. We are letting our old ways release. We are human beings. We get to give ourselves the space to be. Today I let myself cry and be witnessed our life is precious our lives and our ecosystem, our relationships, our purpose. I feel is big wake up call to remember to slow down and be. Let’s do the right thing and stay home and take social responsibility that we are in fact in this together. Everything we do matters. Stay home okay? writing by me itsokaytobeahumanbeing
01/14/2020
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01/09/2020
The river of love runs through my bones and into my blood
The river of love reminds seek solitude in the void
The river of love eases it way to my loneliness
The river of love is the empathy of a child
The river of l or reminds me of my ancestors right behind me holding me up as I channel wisdom that’s not my own.
The river of love holds me like a tender baby crying seeking refuge in its flow
The river of love is all the tears I’ve cried not being myself to be loved by a phantom of normal
The river of love holds me when I feel I don’t belong and it guides me honour my emotions
The river of love is a divine temple where I can cleanse myself of all the times I doubted my power
The river of love is me I laugh in delight I am apart of the earth. Artwork by .babies
12/26/2019
The constraints of always following the script, others expectation and the pressure of being prefect. Do you dare to let yourself out of society’s confines? Let yourself out. At first we must start as caterpillars to order to transform. Metamorphosis is to become useless. In order to grow. When we make mistakes we allow ourselves to be real and human and from the earth. It’s okay to be real. When we become useless we take care of the damage from being so useful all the fu***ng time. We find balance, we find the process, we find ourselves again more while from being nothing. We undo the knot of busyness, and we strung back our lives together. It’s okay to love yourself by becoming as useless as a baby and exaggerate why you’re saying no. Make mistakes by taking risks to get to know your inner world. Love yourself first. Others will soon realize this work includes the work of humanity. Compassion includes YOU. Start the inquiry of befriending oneself, shadow will say:”I’ll look stupid”. Ask stupid questions and ask again. Go out of your mind find the opening beyond the periphery at the edge of self. Writing by me