01/04/2021
It’s January 3rd of a fresh new year. I just wrapped up a weekend of self growth with a group of incredible, brave, and beautiful humans. We laughed, we cried, we dug deep and did the work necessary to move forward in our journeys, our healing, our relationships, our goals, and ultimately our lives.
I had two big realizations this weekend.
One: I always thought I was scared of failing. And this weekend I realized I am actually on the other end and I am scared s**tless of success. And I think the reason why is that I am scared of realizing I spent 35 years playing small because I never believed I could do what I wanted. I’m scared if I do the thing NOW, I’ll know that I could have done it all along and it was really ME in my OWN fu***ng way.
Move out the way, bish (I said to myself...) this girls got s**t to do and I’m gonna burn this m***a down until I get there!
Two: I have two actions in life that set my soul on fire and make me feel truly alive. One is the photo above: intense, hard, gritty, sweaty, bloody, racing, almost-pukey workouts. There’s something about killing myself on the floor with a hard fu***ng workout that simultaneously feels like death and ultimate skin tingling alive-ness. I wish I had found this out 20 years ago but here we are!
And the second part of number two is serving other humans to learn these things about themselves. Learn how to love themselves, how to open up, how to be the brave and incredible humans they truly are, how to find their passion and purpose and live an authentic life chasing the big audacious dreams so many of us were told to quit chasing. I love working with people on their journey toward their best selves, because sometimes we just need someone else to look at us with that twinkle of belief in their eye, that glimmer of hope that someone sees our potential and then we can too.
If that’s you, I see you. I feel you. And when you’re ready, I’ll stand with you and believe in you until you’re ready to hold onto that yourself, in your own heart, and do big things. Because we are all destined for greatness in our own imperfect and beautiful ways. 💜