06/26/2024
I tried to let you get me help you and S said I so desperately needed. I wasn't able to stay when I had nowhere and Noone, hence returning to Edmonton.
The courts HAVE NOT stated that. In any respect. In fact, the order itself says not why or how the order was gotten OR revoked other than a third party can facilitate communication and meeting with the children. Something wich S has NOT complied with. I have never had a problem with illicit substances around my children. 2 times they saw me too inebriated on alcohol, the youngest was 11 at the time. A handful of times they witnessed me moderately, at best, intoxicated on alcohol. All of them at least after the age of 10. I do smoke Ma*****na but if i need to stop that than so be it. I however, unfortunately have re taken up smoking ci******es when able. Not proud of this, particularly considering what I went thru to stop on Champix. :( everyone's preconceived notions that had and continues to have no or little merit has DERAILED my life and traumatized my boys. No arguing with me or amoungst yourselves can change that but pretending to know what is happening with me when literal months have gone by that I messaged you at least 6 times, is reprehensible when put out on a platform as big as this. I in NO way should have or CONTINUE to have NO CONTACT with my children who are 12, 13 and 16 years old when I was there, daily, homeschooling them for 5 years just months before Simon lost his ever living mind. Do not say I have or have not done a thing. You do not know! Simon refuses any information or reach out and the courts are a convoluted mess. I am SLOWLY having paperwork go thru with a disrespectful amount of hurdles for anyone to traverse nevermind actually get over. 😤 my kids should have the right to see me. They are being told blatant fallacies if they are saying they don't want contact with me, which is unlikely. They are intelligent individuals and a superpower as a team. They're not stupid but they love and trust their dad. As they should but in this avenue, Simon has been blinded by jealousy and his own deceptions. Flat out. He has stolen me and my kids from each other. Sad and gross.
