01/01/2020
Unrequited.
We always feel attached to things we can relate to, just like when, in a new college or company, we are inclined towards people who belongs to our place and country. Likewise, apart from external beauty, we find some people too appealing, whereas some seem simply repulsive. But, she was just so appealing by nature in his eyes. They turned out to be close friend like known for so long. In addition she was so considerate and sociable. Astonishingly, they out to be best friend shortly that leaves an indelible mark of belongingness in them.
Do not know why people actually prefer someone over the other, but soon later , they felt not to move out of the comfort zone that thry have been living ever since upon befriending to each other’s utmost trust and confidence with indestructible faith. As time passed, they became inseparable friend to each other. Although beauty capture one’s heart over someone, but only nature could conquer one’s heart.
He was fallen upon her pleasing nature and over her external beauty . Every aspects of her became his favorite. The world seems to treat him extremely unflawed when he have to spend a fraction of moment with her. Thus, he understood that she was the one who would bring miracles in him, and to world around her. Up until that moment he was in search of a girl for whom he can willingly like to kneel down but no sooner did he find her, he felt certain to choose her. This is because, hevrealized she was the only one whom he could rely in his life. Her friendliness nurtured his feeling of adoration towards her day by day.
Her sweet and humble talk opened the door of his secret tenderness for her. But actually she just enjoys with him for his friendly nature. She never took him earnestly of his confession, maybe she thought he was trying to make thrilling moment for them, but he was honest with his feelings by then. He could not made her certain in what wevwas saying. With the hope of believing him at one time, he kept saying every day.
Her openness and closeness suspected him that if he can’t be happy with her, can’t be happier with what he wish to have. So, whenever he have to walk along with her, he cannot just run and leave her behind. He would always put her before him and make sure that she is never being ignored. All those cheerful moments with her made him feel that she is someone whom he fully depend his emotional, mental, academic, and for all other finer aspect of human need.
Her absence made his heart grow fonder. The lesser he meet her, the more intense and eager he became to meet her. His anxiety breeds curiosity and curiosity breeds interest to cuddle her. Thus, he felt that love may be one-sided but it never starts from one side. It is ignited on both the ends, leaving aside one side after touching it for an instant and staying on the other forever. Thus, he realized nothing is awe inspiring when you know the inner secret.
They were there for each other at all times. But, some adversity took counter on happiness and stained.
Their confidence, love and Care were all swept away by all those unseen forces . At last he was port all alone, she never made an attempt to take a chance to ask how he felt. He understood by then that, it doesn’t make any sense to her as her subconscious mind has a collection of memories right from the day she was born to the moment at hand that made her to choose his as her friend because he knew she was grown up seeing her father around, and father was her idol back at home. Father always made sure she stays safe and happy as she was the youngest of the family.
Thus, she has started to form an image of him who has the same traits as her father because this assures her and builds in her a sense of trust that he would take good care of her and will ensure that she is not troubled. Therefore when she saw the same traits as those possessed by her father, she chose him over other as she was resistant to change, she wants to be friend with him not because she like him, but her ego do not want to move out of that comfort zone that her father has created in her mind when she was with her father.
So, Life is unpredictable and the girls even more so: People’s ideologies and image keep on changing people, so much so that once who were foes can be as thick as thieves. Vice versa, a girl and a boy may be the best of buddies and can be enemy. Remember, she likes you, only till the day she doesn’t know you feel the same way too. At times, loving whole heartedly despite knowing you mean nothing to them is like hunting for a tigress-, either you tame her or you get tamed by her, and of course, it’s easier if the tigress is younger in age because an older one would most probably make a slave out of you.
However, the most vital quality for one’s success in love is faith, when you have someone you want to fall in love with, it is faith and inspiration to prove yourself that drives you to face every adversity in life because Success can be delayed but never denied, but faith has not favored him anyway. We love the freedom of someone which enables them to show their true colors; the day they lose their freedom, they lose their charm too! Their shines is lost, so does our love for them. But to them, Imhe never planned to love her, it just happened through situationship. Thus, when you love somebody for no predesigned or pre-set reasons, then it is called true love, because we do not need reasons to love somebody if you are really into her.
Therefore, our pre-set perceptions are like colored glasses. Until we take them off, we won’t be able to see the true colors of things. So, we need to judge without getting influenced by our pre-set image in the mind, because we cannot understand situation until we go through it our self, he regreted to know her ideology well later that caused confusion in their situation.
“Soul mates is what you aim for, but soup
snakes is what you get sometimes.”
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