Mrs. Pádua

Short story Ep 1

Fictitious names

Clair was a fat little girl, and she suffers a lot about it. At school, the people didn't talk to her. Then when she was 14 her mom transfers her to night classes and she started to work while she was studying at the High school. Since then she was working and waiting for her true love. Waiting for an answer from God. After she graduated from high school got the Accountant certificate and went to another city to start a new business together with her brother. In this little town (let's call like this) she had a neighbor that was living there together with his mom. They start a new friendship. But ha always said that he didn't like Fat girls. He had some prejudice. Clair was a church girl and she obeys all the rules, and she agreed with these rules. Then because of this, she was waiting for a Good Preparation.

Coming back. (Again).

Today I would like to share about my last days. Last October 2nd I had an accident and I had my arms broken. One month at the hospital. Two surgeries, and a lot of pain. I had have to stay with my arms immobilized for three months. But now I'm fine. This is in the past. Nowadays I'm doing physiotherapy to get my muscle strong.

Hoje gostaria de compartilhar meus últimos dias. Em outubro do ano passado eu sofri um acidente de moto e quebrei os dois braços. Um mês no hospital, duas cirurgias e muita dor. Tive que permanecer com meus braços imobilizados por 3 meses. Mas agora estou bem. Está no passado. Hoje, estou fazendo fisioterapia para fortalecer os músculos.

Since March I'm taking care of my healthy. It's too hard lost weight, but I'm doing. Step by step. I will go there on my goal that is turn back to my normal weight of my adolescence. Everyday, in the morning, when I arrive at home after walking on the street Zeus is waiting for me to play a little. Is he so cute, isn't it?

Desde março estou cuidando da minha saúde. É difícil perder peso, mas estou tentando. Passo a passo. Voltarei ao meu peso ideal de minha adolescência. Todos os dias, de manhã, quando chego da caminhada o Zeus está esperando por mim para brincar um pouco. Ele é fofo, não?

Today I realize that I'm a Pretty woman, but I have to take care of my health, cause I used to be a Healthy girl ten years ago. Then I'm trying to do it. Maybe I realize that take care of my family is too much for my health. Then I stayed ways from them and now I'm recovering my psychological and physical health.

Today It was hard. I would like to eat a Lot of things, but for me, I have to stay away from the carbohidrates. I discovered that this kind of component being me ill for my body. I've gotten bloated. But i'm happy, because today I could ser that the things that I'm doing It makes me Lost Weight.

Learn a new language, some changes that I'm doing in my life. Today is a new day. I'll change day by day. Yesterday I talked with my husband and I will be the woman that he knew in 2005. I was lost, I lost my personality but now I'm back.

I will write here because I need to do something. For 9 years I was sleeping for life because I was trying to be the person that the others need. But these times finished. From now on I will live for myself, I want to get my things, My travels, My work. I will go where I want and I don't need to ask permission for that. I tired of a thing that I know is killing me. I'm in obesity, I had a kind of depressive state, but, that's enough. April is my month, and this month I was born again, I will fight for my body, my health, and my life. For me. I'm writing this because next year I would like to see how much my life changes.

Ok. I know the vírus is danger, but people please don't stay in dispair. We have to take care of our health, but It doesn't need to buy everything for once. If you buy everything think about the people that couldn't buy anything. Don't be a selfish person. Please this is called empathy.

Cy

Everytime I see the mensagem on Facebook asking me to write about what's on your mind. Ok. I Will satisfied Facebook. Now I am happy because my Two students are improving their english. They are speaking more and procucing a Lot of phrases. Now I am trying tô take rest, but It is hard because I am workaholic.

Today I have to write something about my new job to do. I swear I will post every day about my life here.

Sometimes I ask myself, what is the purpose of life. I don't know, after ten years of teaching, with I want to do with my life. I got my voice sick. And I can't speak a lot, but this is my tool, I use my voice to work. And I feel terrible about teaching. Sometimes I think that I'm not a good teacher, but the people say to me that I'm a good teacher and I can believe. this feeling is bad for my brain but it is like this I feel.

Here we go...again

today I was planning my student class and This gave strength to go on... I had to stop teaching because I had a voice problem and this made me so sad. But now I'm getting better.