28/04/2018
Its just the 'freeing ourselves' bit which can seem a bit messy and almost hopeless sometimes.
Yoga helps me find the ball and shackles within my own mind and conditioning. How...? The deeper, longer and more correctly I can do a pose the more knooks and cranny's of the knots in my body and mind get found and released.
But then I think how can just doing a bendy pose and holding it for a while do that for me? Everytime I do any form of excercise, even working in the garden I feel so much better.
So just imagine then doing a specific physical motion that is refined over centuries to a point of it being a science and form of art to the body, which in turn has an effect on the mind and so on to one's spirit.
So when I can weirdly twist my body into a strange not-sexy-at-all posture, hold it for a while, adjust my bones so they stack correctly and hold me, so that I can then let go of all the muscles in my body as best I can, soften my belly so my brain can sigh a relief because it is not bulging anymore from holding my breath tight. That breath can then move freely through my body and get into all the knooks and cranny's - to the extent of between layers of muscles, skin and those ruffled nerves of mine from daily life pressures. Then my partner and children can have a nicer Mikey for a while.
It has a really, really, really liberating and refreshing effect on me to the point that for that moment and a while after, nothing in my life is really that bad, urgent or serious...its all just fine. I am not caught in any of it in my head. The ball and shackle has released its grip.
Of course it fades by the next morning and I am back to my usual ball and shackling drama's. However, I know that if I do yoga regularly and correctly I will become more of that refreshingly liberated Mikey rather than the self-inflicted prisoner of my own nonsense.
Have a super day one and all