31/10/2025
A Sun Halo confirmation
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Life and its ups and downs hey!
It was a pleasure to enjoy some decent time feeling the “ease” again in life and it was full of excitement and feeling strong in my body!
I’m sure many can relate though, when suddenly the wind changed and before I knew it the metaphorical mud got thicker, the air got thinner, and everything, even breathing felt more strenuous. My Asana practice that I have been getting used to suddenly felt too hard, muscles fatiguing too quickly, blood pressure and HR spiking and taking extra time to adjust to every postural change. It’s a message saying that my nervous system is needing support or that something is out of wack!
I hear the message… SLOW right down.
What?! Here’s me thinking it’s time to speed things up and power on! Now what? I could ignore it and push on with some self judgement or I can start to reframe the situation and the subtle intelligence of the body.
How can I use this to inform my yoga practice that honours where my body is at
A Yoga Asana practice such as Hatha facilitates the connection between body, mind and breath…but there are times when connection to the breath in a fully supportive and restorative position where stillness and surrender is infact the very medicine that is needed or it might be the only thing available to you physically. It wont look like a sun salutation on the beach or breaking in sweat in chair pose at the studio HOWEVER this IS also Yoga. Taking the time to notice the breath and bringing full awareness to the room around you and then into your body to stay there for a while, practicing to sustain focus. It might be uncomfortable…who knows what emotional, mental or physical icky bits we’ve quickly gulped and shoved down, thinking “I’ll deal with that later” or “nope, I don’t have time to feel that right now”.
At a certain point it’s time to acknowledge it, ride it like a wave.
Whatever gets hidden, surpresssed, saved for later, might just need to be respected, expressed and sometimes heard. My trusted Teacher Holli Sinn shared with us (her students) something so true which she learnt from her beloved teacher and experience, that when something is unable to be expresssed, it turns into dis-ease. This lack of ease in life and in the body induces disharmony, inviting the elements to stray further and further out of balance causing…you got it….disease.
I was in the hospital for some tests and was connected by a spaghetti junction of wires to a monitor. The monitor was tracking my pulese rate, respiratory rate, oxygen sat, blood pressure and the electrical pattern of my heart functioning. When things started alarming with too high or too low I just tried to remember my practice and focussed my attention on my breath and slowing things down. At times it had an immediate effect on the alarms. In the moment I relied on my practice and I was able to control the breath as a tool to positively change the physiological processes happening in the moment. It didnt solve all my issues (lol) but I do believe at least small positive changes are happening. That is the stepping stones of a personal practice.
Just as I write this post I look up and I’m stunned to see a beautiful halo around the sun! I am a sucker for signs but I always feel it in my heart when I see something special. Especially when hard times make me question my faith.
I this story is useful for you in some way!
And P.S I’m ok 😘