Life after class 12th 3rd year

Life sucks when you are graduate and unemployed and on top of that when you got personal responsibilities too.
Its not hard to get job but "its hard to keep yourself with you", its a deep line only few will understand.
People come and go from your life and their in and outs makes some changes in you which either makes you better or make you unrecognizable to yourself.
Same happened to me and now I'm completely a different person, i don't recognize myself because the things i do and the way i think it wasn't always like that.
I hope i keep my sanity, ethics and morals alive and not loose myself completely in this chaotic world.

Just keep pushing through all your battles
I believe you will make it throght
Stay Strong 💪

Fun time is about to over now its time to face the real world
In last 3 years i had happiest and the saddest moments of life
Started my first relationship on 18th Feb 2022 at the things ended on 14th October 2023 it wasn't like the perfect relationship but how it was i liked it that way
I'm still continuing things with the same person with whom i started but now i don't love her like the way i use to love before October 2023
I will not say it was completely her fault i was also responsible for the things that went wrong,
I hate myself for that maybe if i acted right maybe things would be better but the lesson i learned from it is never test your partner limits you never know what would there next move, in my case she cheated, i can never forget her and what she did at last but the thing is i don't know what to do next i never thought of another person in my life, i know there would be time when the universe will force me in it's way to move on but one thing i know no matter whom universe send to me i can't love her same the way i loved my S........
Rest,
I have a long way to go in life its not the end of life there are still several thing which could be worse than heartbreak but as a man i must face it with all my strength and yeah like the rest of people I'm also preparing for a stable job which can pay my bills make me independent and through it i can create something which stays behind that help my coming generation.
Rest yeah love life is destroyed its not because of wrong person but due to my negligence and immaturity now the only thing i have in my hand is my career and my family.
I lost love of my life my Queen the person whom i wanted to kneel down for, submit myself to.
I would have every materialistic thing in my life maybe even her too but the thing is the love i had for her will never be there like that the trust nothing will the same even with her, i will still be lonely inside,
nothing can heal me i don't trust anyone not even god
I will stick to morals and ethics and work hard for everyone around me will do everything to protect and provide, will try to never give anyone pain or suffering that received from the world and from people around me.
I can live with voices in my head, the questions and everything but can't stand if someone suffers those things because of me.
till now i learned world is really a very terrible place if you want to stay happy you have to lie to yourself for everything,
the sooner you understand that the world is ag*inst you the better you can prepare yourself.
don't trust people, med!a, g0vernment and everything you see in tv or smartphone everyone have there agendas and interest.
Learn to do everything by yourself before you consume anything do a proper research about it.
Stay Strong there's lot to come.

Relationship
sun kr hi aisa lgta ki time waste, kate ga, s*x aur 75 chize
mtlb ek baar relationship me aa g*i to carrer arrier sb ek kinare ho jai ga tumara pura focus bs uspe hi rhe ga aur agr vo insaan tume chodh kr chala gaya to sb ktm tumari life me aur aisa sochna glt nhi h social media, movies or kuch historic events aise hi portray krte relationship ko ki ek insaan ko uska partner nhi mila to usne su***de attempt kr lia y barbaad ho gaya life me
but my friend chize aisi nhi h agar aap ko ek sachha loyal pyar krne vala insaan mila h to uske sath relationship waste nhi hota n uske sath bitya hua smai h man skte ki baad me chize aap k favor me na ho (shadi vgra ki baat kr rhe) but usse phele aap ek dusre ko km se km push kro ge ki life me chize, goals achieve kro financially independent ho tbhi aap ek dusre k sath de skte
agar aap k pyar mature h tb to aap ye baat smj jao ge kuch months sath rh kr suru k 2,3 month to aap jitna ho ske ek dusre k sath smai bitao ge agar dur rhte ho ek dusre se to din me 8-8 ghante baat hona normal h suru suru me but jaise jaise aap krib aate jao ge jaise jaise aap k b**h intimacy badti jai gi aur agr aap ko andar se lge ga ki nhi ab hme iske baad koi aur insaan nhi chaiye tb aap khud se hi career p focus krne lgo ge kisi aapko khene ki zarurat nhi pde gi ki padho y practice kro jis bhi field me aap career banana chate
Friend mai aap se ek hi baat khena chau ga ki aap kisi kaam ko krne se phele ek vjh dhund lo us kaam ko krne k liye
family hardships ek jgh h but jin logo ki family financially unstable hoti vo log job ki talsh krne lgte vo chate ki vo ghr ki responsibilities utai aur jo unhe nhi mila vo apne siblings ko provide kre but aise me vo apne bare me bhul jate aisa nhi ki vo pyar nhi krte kisi se but vo apne personal issues ki vjh se n apne partner ko khush kr pate n hi apna 100% de pate n job p na ghr me kyuki vo andar hi andar ghutate rhte unke pass smai nhi hota chize share krne ko aur n hi koi aisa insaan jo unhe shanti se bhaith kr sun ske kyuki hr relation time mgnta chaiye vo dosti ho y siblings k sath time spend krna aap kisi se aise hi sb kuch nhi share kr skte kisi k sath bhi vo understanding do logo k b**h develop hone me time lgta
but agar aap ek vjh dhund loge to sb shi rhe ga
life me kbhi kbhi toda matlbi hona pdta khud k liye
ye nhi khe rha ki aap kisi ka use kro but agar kisi k sath kuch suru kro to end tk nibhao phir vo chaiye dosti ho dushmani ho y pyar ho
aur plss zada n socho Employed hona ek target h koi race nhi ki kon phele phuche ga kon nhi y sb baad ki baat h but
phuchna sbhi ko vhi pr h but bs agar aap k pass ek vjh h to aap toda jaldi phuch skte us finsh line pe jha pr aap ko vo sb kuch mile ga jo aapko aapki dream life banane me help kre ga
Tb tk Keep Pushing o(*￣︶￣*)o

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Here is some help which might help you in pursuing graduation course according to your career needs The board picture will help you a lot And choose career in which you are interested not those which your friends are going for you need to sometime travel alone in your life journey take your steps wisely because you are the only one who will face the consequences of your step.

Just play it safe 🤠

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Single rho padte rho khate rho paise kamate rho aur khud ke upar udate rho
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