Parenting on the spectrum

So looking back in my life things are starting to make sense, I was always Tapping my fingers or bouncing my leg...I had what the psychiatrists I had to see called school phobia...
I would literally jump out windows to get away from school, I lived right through the woods so I would run all the way home, many times beating my mom who just dropped me off at school...lol
So when my son was diagnosed I needed reasons as to why this happened, but the right question would be , why did it happen to me?
My whole life has been a train wreck and now I know why I don't look people in the eyes, why relationships never worked out...why I would get in trouble all the time , making the wrong decisions..why I am so impulsive and why I went through years of self medicating because I never felt right....

Now I know why....

This countries education system, like so many things that involves the government, is broken, it started off broken and has only gotten worse