Gabi Robledo International

2023— I had no idea it would go the way it did.

Stand-alone, this was not one of the prettier years. As a chapter within the evolution, it was absolutely fundamental.

It was a chaotic, painful year but
I believe you can’t transform without a “dark night of the soul”— where you (metaphorically) sit in the darkness & are forced to face your shadows.

Between starting my year sick, unable to recover from an anesthesia,
learning to cope with loneliness out of the blue,
to the domino effects of seeking security & approval from someone outside myself,
becoming victim to guilt,
emotionally abusing myself to make others happy,
lying,
separating,
isolating,
healing myself,
raging,
getting hurt again,
then finally…
transforming.

(Icing on the cake: 3 finger injuries & wasn’t able to climb much)

I spent a long time questioning my wounds around loneliness, abandonment, betrayal, trust, criticism, and rejection and spent even more time, scripting the person I’d like to become and the life I’d like to live until I had absolutely ZERO wavering thoughts about what I wanted.

On the other side of the chaos,
I’ve never been so at peace with my self.
I’ve experienced the most career growth I’ve ever had in a year,
I broke my monthly income record in December,
I finally started alpine mountaineering (a lifelong dream),
I attended so many networking events & conferences which have been so fulfilling,
I co-hosted 10+ Holotropic breathwork events,
& Got to witness the perfect compilation of the last 5 years of my work manifest into a 3-day retreat experience.

Also started running for the 1st time in my life,
Started dancing again,
Sent my 1st 5.10 crack climb,
Shed emotional weight, started weight training & got in best shape of my life;
Made some truly amazing, supportive friends,
& Came back into utmost gratitude for my family and our unconventional life.

If there’s any lesson I hope to share it’s this: If you don’t acknowledge & accept your shadows, they’ll drag you down far & away from the life you assume & dream you will live.

If you don’t own your story, your story will own you.

Cheers to transmuting that sh*t, big things on the horizon in 2024!

How many women out there believe they need to do more to be more?

That who you are is what you do….
You never do enough…
You must work harder, look better, be nicer, smarter, or never say no.

And regardless of the kind of mask you’re told to wear it disconnects you from the authentic you that you long to be.

In fact, there’s even a sneaky back door to entrepreneurship where we get brainwashed into overworking.

In every phase of my life, I’ve struggled with this do-more be-more belief.

Here’s what I’ve realized…

It’s not
“I am a business owner,”
“I am an athlete”
“I am an entrepreneur”
“I am a traveler”
Or even, “I am full time RVing unschooled adventuring conscious spiritual entrepreneur” (whatever that means)

It’s just.
I am. I feel. I do. And that is enough.

It turns out, there is an entire community of women who feel the same way.

I even had the opportunity to host an entire group of boss ladies that are taking the reins in their life and business.

🌟 It was incredible to see so many people show up authentically with nothing but love and light!

Do you want to be apart of this group?

Join us for our next February women’s retreat in the outskirts of SLC where we’re building community, confidence, and self love!
💕 DM me the word retreat to learn more or be apart of the private group where you’ll be the first to hear about future events.

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