Barbara Wilder

These past few weeks, during Eclipse Season, the energy of change has been surging stronger than ever. And yes, resistance rises too, but what looks like chaos is really the last gasp of old patterns that cannot survive.
The truth is: love is inevitable. The universe always bends toward it. We are living in the greatest movement toward love this planet has ever known. And we, you and I, are blessed to be here now, not as victims of suffering, but as participants in the rising.
Still, it can feel heavy. The noise of resistance drowns out the quiet voice within. Stress, grief, even hopelessness creep in. We long for peace, grace, prosperity. Yet the old paths are gone. We cannot go backward.
So what do we do?
We root ourselves in the present. We embrace the unknowing. And we remember that deep within us lies stillness, strength, and clarity.
This is what I call Sanctuary.
Your sanctuary is already within you, a place of safety, peace, and renewal.
And I have created a way to help you reach it more fully in these intense times.
✨ The Sanctuary Sessions ✨
These one-hour sessions restore you to yourself. Together we look at what is weighing on you, whether stress, pain, fear of the future, or the collective heaviness you have been carrying. Then I guide you through a Light Energy healing meditation that includes remote energy work. I record it so you can continue the healing each day.
Often we discover that much of the heaviness is not solely yours. By disentangling your energy from the collective fear and anxiety, your stress eases, your clarity sharpens, and your spirit re-centers.
I have set the fee with the intention that these sessions remain accessible, and I hold a few reduced-rate spaces for those in true need.
If this speaks to you, PM me here and we can talk briefly and schedule your first Sanctuary Session
Caring for ourselves with tenderness allows us to meet these times with courage, clarity, and love.
With blessings of love, light, and joy,
Barbara

As the shadow energy attempts to lower the frequency of the great awakening of the heart of Mother Earth in us all, we are charged with the sacred task of holding the light and the love in our hearts. It's so easy to get tricked into the shadow games. Stay alert to the tricks. Find your center. And keep coming back to it. When we engage with the shadow it lessens our light and gives the shadow more strength. Remember that we are in the midst of an evolutionary expansion that is unstoppable. Trust your gut. Listen to your heart. And give compassion to your brain, that is having to do the biggest shift.

Please join me for this truly powerful and joy-filled Summit. It starts tomorrow - Wednesday the 24th. And my part will be aired on Thursday. There is so much value not only from the speakers but from the free gifts we each offer. Also they will all be aired again 48 hours later. And you can buy them for a very nominal fee. And for tight now.
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Please join me for this truly powerful and joyfilled Summit. It starts tomorrow - Wednesday the 24th. And my part will be aired on Thursday. There is so much value not only from the speakers but from the free gifts we each offer. Also they will all be aired again 48 hours later. And you can buy them for a very nominal fee. And for tight now.

Get your FREE TICKET to the Blissful Money Summit 2024.. Click the link.

http://www.barbarawilder.com/files/MoneyIsLove042817b.mp3

The Blissful Money Summit 2024 runs from April 24th - 26th online and for a limited time you can get a free pass to watch all the presentations from a top lineup of experts.

There is no selling allowed in the sessions, just pure blissful content to help you Break through Your Money Blocks and Be Free.
Get your FREE TICKET http://www.barbarawilder.com/files/MoneyIsLove042817b.mp3
Much love. Hope to see you there.

YOU ARE INDISPENSABLE #2 (If you missed You are Indispensable #1 you can read it following Part 2)

Thank all of you who responded to my last missive suggesting that we might change the word WIN to SUCCEED. All were really thoughtful responses, including one person who shared that the word “lose” the opposite of “win,” didn’t feel as bad to them as the word “failure,” the opposite of “succeed or success.” And I spent some time really feeling into this. Because, if you remember, in my last email, I talked about when we say the word “Win” there is always the word “lose” lurking right next to it in our consciousness. And that when I was thinking of the word “succeed,” the word “failure” didn’t seem to be lurking there. What I felt instead was the phrase, “If at once you don’t succeed, try and try again.”

Now, of course, we often think of failing or failure as the opposite of succeeding, and to fail is tough. No doubt about that. But that little phrase, “If at first you don’t succeed, try and try again,” just clings onto my heart when I continue to think of failing. And then, of course, I think of the story of how Thomas Edison tried and failed 1000 times before he succeeded in inventing the light bulb.
And I read somewhere recently that it takes courage to fail. And that is true. But I feel it’s more than just raw courage. I feel it is the knowledge that we must know even before we start that there is a possibility of failing more than once. And also knowing that the key to succeeding eventually is taking stock in the failure to see what you have learned from this attempt, and then incorporating that knowledge in your next attempt. This way with next attempt, you are using what you’ve learned from the previous "failure." Thus, it becomes a peeling away of the layers that are shrouding the gem of success that already exists in some part of your innate knowingness.

It is like Michelangelo saying that he just chipped away at the marble until he revealed the statue or the angel already existing inside.

Mentioning Michelangelo and Edison is intentional. They were both working at succeeding at what their unique path in this life set out for them. Too often we find ourselves attempting to succeed at what others want for us to succeed at, or what we think will make us a lot of money, or wanting to be as good or better than someone else. If this is our motivation then we can try and try and try again, and we might get some level of success, but usually not that much. Not as much as our hearts are truly asking for us.

Like Matt Damon’s story that I related last time in which he realized how empty it was to receive the Oscar, and how happy he was that he learned this at a young age. He thought how sad it would be to get it in old age and realize then that what he had chased after for his whole life had such little meaning.

Matt Damon has succeeded brilliantly as an actor. And that has been what fulfills him, not the prize. He actually got the Oscar for writing, not acting.

Each one of us has some extremely important gift that is needed now in this transformational moment in history. And it is that gift that your Higher Self wants you to succeed at. And this is what makes you indispensable. And when you find your way to accepting and embracing your path and realize that everything you do toward it is on your journey to success, then you are able to let go of ego driven ideas about success and feel the powerful support of your own Higher Self and the universe.

Now, I am not talking about having big dreams. This is what most of us get caught up in thinking about what success is. Achieving stuff and accolades is not the “Bliss” that Joseph Campbell was talking about. Bliss is not becoming famous or making seven figure sales. Bliss is what your divine purpose is in this lifetime. And you will find it hiding in plain sight. It is exactly the challenges you consistently battle with. And what your Higher Self wants you to do is to become with each new challenge a little more aware of your path, to become the most elegant expression of your Soul for yourself.

This, of course, then spills out and infects the world around you with goodness. Whether you’re an artist, or a scientist, or a chef, or a mother or a carpenter, or a bus driver, or a clerk, or a computer technician, or a nurse… Anything that you do from the depths of your Soul for yourself first and for others next is your path. It may function in the external world in different forms and descriptions, but if your Soul is expanding, you’re doing the right parts. We are all here to expand our Souls first and the world and human consciousness second.

So, every failure, every time we f—k up, we just need to stop, take a breath, then embrace the moment, and ask for guidance from within as to what we learned in this attempt to succeed. Journal about it. Make a game out of it. And realize that in this failure you have learned a new lesson, and you are one step closer to succeeding. Now rejoice, because it’s the little successes that create the quantum leap successes.

Now, the idea of success becomes a personal journey, ad not a competition with anyone for anything.

And, YES, this takes courage. But it’s the courage to find your own path, own your own journey, and embrace the challenges and rewards along the way. You’ll find the sensation of this kind of success in your heart and deep in your gut. Sink into those parts of you and allow, allow, allow the joy in – the compassion in – the love in – and the feeling of self-worth in.

You are indispensable!!!!

The more you expand and allow your true Soul-self up to the front of your awareness, the stronger and healthier you become, and the world becomes. Without you and your gifts, it’s going to take longer to make the quantum leap into a loving caring peaceful world.

Thank you for being part of this community and for your magnificent indispensable part of our whole human family. And our Divine Mother Earth.

Blessings of light, love, and joy,

YOU ARE INDISPENSABLE # 1

In my morning journaling recently I was writing about competition and how awful it feels in the pit of my stomach, and deep in my heart and gut.
So, I wrote Win and Lose and Winners and Losers over and over again. And I thought about coaches and teachers telling their students to write down your "wins" for today. And parents teaching their children to be winners. And all the kids who have felt like losers for their whole lives because of a Little League game or a soccer game or a spelling bee that they lost. And I thought "We have to stop winning." Because you cannot say the word Win without Lose being somewhere in your awareness. And that fear of losing, or not winning is poison in our body consciousness.
I recently posted a Meme here on Facebook that said.
"I don't want to compete with you. I want us all to win."
And I got a lots of Likes. But still there is that word, Win. Still there is that lingering word Lose.
So, what came out of this exploration was, why not just stop using the word Win all together.
And change Winning to Succeeding
Try saying succeeding or succeed in place of winning or win and see if Lose is still lurking anywhere in your consciousness. It probably isn't.
What I thought of just now, what is linked with succeeding in my consciousness is the phrase,
"If at first you don't succeed, try and try again."
This sounds more like my Inner Voice, compassionately supporting me and my efforts to be all that I can be.
I'm changing the Meme to, "I don't want to compete with you, I want us all to succeed at whatever our own unique path is."
This is the way that we create the mosaic of the New Earth. With us all supporting the success of one another's paths - our unique gifts that we each are here to add to the evolution of human consciousness.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM OUR SACRED MOTHER EARTH
Did you know that the most ancient of all the winter holidays is the celebration of the longest night of the year? We always think of this time as a celebration of Light - bringing the Light into the darkness - with candles and strings of bright colored lights and looking forward to the sunlight returning. Urging it to return. But before the celebration of Light, there was the celebration of Dark. The night was the holiest of times. Sundown was the beginning of the "day." Even today, this is still true in Jewish tradition.
The Nighttime, the darkness, lit only by the moon, and making the stars visible, was the time we worshiped the richness of Mother Earth. She was everything. And Her Dark caves were Her womb, from which all life emanated. And all of Her gifts to us grew up out of her Dark depths. As we sat together in the Dark night of the Solstice, the trees whispered her love of us as Her breezes blew through their leaves above us and their roots danced under our feet. And in the darkness we fell into rhythm with Her magic.

My favorite part of the holidays is the tree that I bring into my house and decorate with luscious ornaments, like hanging jewels on just one part of Holy Mother Earth.

Over this time of Covid, I became closer to Mother Earth through a relationship I developed with a tree in my backyard. Living alone, I was in need of friends, and I found some of them in my garden.
Late at night, when I wasn't able to sleep I would slip out into the backyard, and just stare up at the moon and feel the soft grass beneath my feet. And it calmed me. Instead of feeling anxious being outside alone in the middle of the night, I felt calm and safe. One night I looked over at my fig tree, which is very old, with multiple gnarled and crooked trunks, but dressed in vibrant green leaves, as young as springtime. This was May of 2020. For a time, I just stood observing her shape in the moonlight. But soon, I felt drawn toward her, and then, in amongst her leafy low hanging branches, until I was encased in her richness. I put my hands on two of her branches and felt the cool bark. For many nights I went to her, and put my hands on her branches. And slowly I began to feel her presence. And I knew we were becoming friends. There was no logical reason to know this, but I did. And I named her Ms. Figgi. I felt she really liked having a name, and she liked this one.
Then, one night I felt a very very faint pulse coming from her branches into my hands, and without thinking, I asked, out-loud, "What's that?" And I felt/heard/sensed, "That's my heart beat."
And that was the beginning of our nightly communications.

She taught me so many things that all of Mother Earth's other children know, but that we humans have forgotten. For instance, when I put my hands on her branches, I now began sending her loving and healing energy through my hands, and then a little later I would sense her sending me healing energy. And this was palpable.
Then, one night I was feeling guilty that I wasn't giving her as much energy as I was receiving from her. And she let me know in our special way of communicating, that when I was giving she was receiving, and simultaneously she was giving to me. So, that giving and receiving are not separate actions, but one action with matching parts. Giving and receiving are one.

By this time I had also began communicating with another tree in my yard, a splendid brugmansia, whom I named Lady Bru. But this caused me problems. I began feeling guilty that I was paying more attention to one than to the other. I was standing between the two of them as I thought about my guilt, wondering how to resolve it, when I heard/felt/sensed from both of them at the same time, "We don't compete like you humans do. We are all part of The Mother."
And from then on I was freed to be at peace with them, and that opened my heart to receive more and more lessons from them both.

Over the next few months i met other tree friends on my daily walks. I now have about six close tree friends, who are not only my friends, but my mentors. They are my teachers of being a human member of this great big family of Mother Earth.
They have taught me to feel their roots, and then to feel how their roots are not stationary but are constantly in a flowing motion like swirling water. And they have taught me to sense/feel/know how every thing is flowing and moving, swirling constantly. And there is not permanence like we try to create with our minds, but we are instead permanently flowing with the flow of earth and of the entire cosmos. And it is possible to feel/sense/know this. And it's only our constant resistance to this sacred flow of life force that causes our human problems.

As I have become more and more aware of this constant movement, flow, swirling life force, I have begun to understand that my ability to sense it comes not through my brain, or even my heart. It comes from my s*xual organs. I have been meditating now quite often sitting or lying directly on Mother Earth, and now my meditations have taken on a luscious sensual, and even s*xual sensation. It's like all of life is constantly in a state making love with all of life.

Years ago I leaned about a species of apes called bonobos, who live in the Democratic Republic of Congo. They are an even closer genetic match to humans than chimpanzees. They have no alpha males, and they solve all problems between each other by having s*x, which they do many times a day.

So, what I have learned in my time in Covid, is that our Divine Mother Earth is a great loving, s*xually creative being and creates and holds her creation within her womb. The ancients knew this and honored it in Her deep caves and in the depth of night in Her rich darkness.

During the Solstice we celebrated the Sacred Darkness of the Divine Mother Earth at the very center of Her being, where the seeds of new life for a New Year were germinating. Those seeds were filled with Her abundance, Her, creativity and Her lo******ng with all of Her beloved aspects of Herself, including us.

Let us bring with us into the New Year all the seedlings we gathered then, and begin to nurture them within ourselves so our own lives will expand and grow with HER in the coming Year, receiving and spreading Her abundance and love.
HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MOTHER EARTH.

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HEALING and CONNECTING
Over the past 22 months, I have been taken, not only into the depths of Mother Earth's womb, but across the veil to connect with a group of delightful beings, teachers, leaders, mentors and lovers. And I have learned so much about healing the heart and body and minds of my fellow humans. And I would love to share, this knowledge and some new healing modalities with you.
I have also become quite proficient at speaking with people who are no longer living on this plane and sharing what they wish to share with their family and friends still living here on Earth.
So, I invite you to join me for a 30 minute complimentary meeting on Zoom to explore the possibility of us working together.
Text me at 720-841-5820
Or email me at [email protected]
to set up a time.
I am so looking forward to sharing with you. .
With deep love, light, and abundant joy,
Barbara Wilder

We all have times in our lives when we really need these words. Thank you,Victor Hugo.

“Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.”
_ Victor Hugo