02/07/2026
Man.
I think the first moment I realized I swayed way too far into the “macho guy athlete” side of things was when folks started spreading a rumor in the buhurt community that I was one of the Andrew Tate fan boys trying to push all that podcast bro BS.
Took me back.
Realized that somewhere along the way, in trying to call out the bu****it in the spiritual community, in trying to help men get more in touch with their feminine, in trying to show that the “twin flame” theory was just manipulated anxious and avoidant dynamics, that pushing for greatness in oneself was all just starting to misrepresent me as one of the crowd I didn’t want to be a part of.
I would write when I saw BS pushing the same shadows making things worse and not better.
Yet as I have opened up the political spectrum of my views, it’s pulled people out of the woodworks who show me they absolutely misunderstood me and the work that I do. That it made them follow me for all the wrong reasons that would perpetuate their own validations of self victimhood instead of expansion.
Expansion that sometimes requires conflict and absolutely requires discomfort.
I’ve disappeared for awhile. Only appearing on my stories. Collecting myself after the last five years of just so much good, bad, and inbetween that grew me from a boy into a man.
So… let’s start over.
Hi.
I’m Jonathan “Knightbreaker” McCartney, an embodiment coach in a field where spirituality and philosophy have been hijacked by the red pill communities to push the male loneliness epidemic in men and hijacked by the twin flame and starseed communities to falsely create validation and further other shadows within women that keep them in unhealthy relational dynamics.
I’m trying to be a different voice in all of that.
I’m not great at Instagram and I’m working to get better.
I’m best at one on one, and whether you liked my coaching or didn’t like it, every one of my former clients can attest I’ve challenged them in some way that has led to who they are now.
So going forward I will not delete all that I was before as that’s context to what I’m trying to do now.
Let’s begin to think Different so we can Become.
