A Hoosier Buckeye Teacher’s Thoughts

A Hoosier Buckeye Teacher’s Thoughts A Hoosier teacher who has roots in Ohio. Love public education, union work, politics, and more.

Tori Amos’ new album is a dense, theatrical meditation on power, fear, identity, and survival. The album feels intention...
05/20/2026

Tori Amos’ new album is a dense, theatrical meditation on power, fear, identity, and survival. The album feels intentionally overwhelming at times to match our current landscape as it is packed with political allegory, mythic imagery, and stormy piano arrangements. What makes it work is the atmosphere. Even when the symbolism becomes tangled, the emotional weight underneath it remains clear. There is exhaustion here, but also defiance. Again, perfect for our landscape in 2026.

The album’s biggest strength is that it never sounds safe or nostalgic. Tori still approaches songwriting like someone trying to wrestle meaning out of chaos rather than recreate past success. Some tracks could have benefited from tighter editing, but the ambition is hard not to admire. This album feels like you are wandering through a haunted political dream.

So many good lyrics, but here are my favorites: “Medicine man, explain / We who choose love over greed / We are becoming
an endangered species” (“Angelshark”); “We sometimes must hide to survive / In the dark, in the dark / Hide to survive in the dark” (“Angelshark”); “And we could and we did / And we can together / It's okay, we can face all of this together / And we are stronger / Stronger together / It's okay, live your truth / That's how it is together” (“Stronger Together”) / “But can a gift be born out of poison? / And can love breed itself into hate? / I didn't want you carrying this burden / How can I protect you from your truth?” (“Veins”).

Shush: 10
In Times of Dragons: 9
Provincetown: 8
St. Teresa: 8
Gasoline Girls: 7
Ode to Minnesota: 10
F***y Faudrey: 7
Veins: 9
Strawberry Moon: 10
Song of Sorrow: 10
Flood: 10
Pyrite: 8
Tempest: 9
Angelshark: 10
Blue Lotus: 9
Stronger Together: 9
23 Peaks: 9

152/170 89/100 B+

A sleek, high-fashion pop track built on atmosphere and control. Gaga’s detached delivery adds intrigue, and the hero vs...
05/03/2026

A sleek, high-fashion pop track built on atmosphere and control. Gaga’s detached delivery adds intrigue, and the hero vs. villain lyrics (“Can I be myself in a world that’s just faking?”) point to a compelling identity struggle beneath the surface. Still, it leans more on concept and vibe than emotional payoff, and lacks a truly standout hook.

This hero vs. villain framing is the song’s core idea. It presents fame as a performance where authenticity feels almost impossible. Either you try to hold onto something real, risking collapse, or you lean into the persona and let the illusion take over. It’s a compelling concept, and very much in line with Gaga’s long-standing fascination with identity, image, and self-construction.

Read full review: https://substack.com//note/p-196310065?r=bt8cc&utm_medium=ios&utm_source=notes-share-action

My favorite comment of the week.
05/02/2026

My favorite comment of the week.

04/30/2026

Last night, it was a great joy to have been the honored guest of one of my senior students in French V at the Top Ten Percent Banquet that my school does every single year. I have had this student in my classes since he was in seventh grade: World languages, World Cultures, and all levels of French. When he mentioned how his passion for French and world cultures matches mine, I nearly cried. He cited his to trip to Montréal and Québec that we did as a highlight of his high school experience, again, I nearly cried.

What an honor it is to be a teacher!

On “Veils,” Vanessa Carlton continues what I have loved from “Rabbits on the Run” (2011), “Liberman” (2015), and “Love I...
04/21/2026

On “Veils,” Vanessa Carlton continues what I have loved from “Rabbits on the Run” (2011), “Liberman” (2015), and “Love Is an Art” (2020): enjoyable production and deeply introspective lyricism. While her earlier work remains enjoyable, these albums operate on a different level. This is not a traditionally “positive” album, though there are moments of brightness, sometimes shaped by subtle electronic textures. The piano remains the central instrument, grounding many of the album’s most beautiful moments.

The album is abstract and philosophically ambitious. Rather than telling a linear story, it unfolds as a meditation on identity, love, memory, and perception: what is visible, what is hidden, and how we cope with both. The title captures the central idea: reality is never experienced directly, but through layers that distort, protect, and reshape it.

This sense of fragmentation is clear in “Unknown Driver,” where the self feels divided and partially hidden: “Something in me I can’t see like there’s a ghost in my bones.” The “unknown driver” becomes the force that compels movement whether this is understood as a higher power, an internal energy, or something beyond articulation is up to us. Identity is not stable but shifting and uncertain, echoing a core Buddhist idea: the concept of non-self, in which the “self” is constantly changing. This sense of continuity without permanence emerges in the line, “I hear the song of the sea, I remember all the words, I’m spinning in a pattern of stars, lacing my love, my life, my scars.” Love, pain, and identity do not exist separately; they form the shifting pattern we experience as the self.

Love throughout the album is both transcendent and dangerous, often shaped by illusion. In “Woke Up High,” it feels euphoric and expansive: “cosmic emotion… they can fix what is broken” and in “Agony of the Flower,” it becomes suffocating and tied to silence and sacrifice: “Holding on by holding in” and “Nobody will love me like he does… love is sacrifice.” These contrasts reflect a central Buddhist idea: attachment leads to suffering. The more tightly one clings to love or identity, the more pain it creates, especially when filtered through projection rather than reality.

Memory, too, is veiled. In “Great House,” the past becomes something almost mythic: “A small wooden house… burned to the ground.” The album suggests that we do not remember events as they were, but as they feel now, reinforcing the idea that perception is layered and incomplete. We can peel away at these layers, but it remains unclear whether we ever reach something fully stable or true.

“Strawberries in Winter” stands out as one of the album’s most powerful moments. It opens with apocalyptic imagery with “Fire in the sky, ashes in the breeze, drones cry, we fall to our knees” before turning to the ease of modern life: “nice things, the ease that it brings.” The image of strawberries, a summer fruit, appearing in winter suggests something unnatural and fragile beneath that comfort. The mood becomes quiet and suspended: “It’s quiet now… listening for the sound of something new.” This moment reflects a Buddhist sense of emptiness—not despair, but a clearing that follows the release of attachment. The “something new” hints at the possibility of transcendence.

The closing track, “Veils,” offers a sense of calm clarity. “When I’m with you all my pain turns into love” suggests transformation, while “Someday we’ll say goodbye, slip back into eternal energy” emphasizes impermanence. The line “dancing through the shadows knowing where the light is” captures the album’s final perspective: the veils are not removed, but recognized. The guiding force, ultimately, is love.

Ultimately, the album suggests that suffering arises from illusion, attachment, and misperception, while peace comes from seeing clearly and accepting what is. It reflects Buddhist ideas of impermanence and illusion alongside Stoic ideas of acceptance and emotional control, suggesting that peace comes not from changing reality, but from changing how we perceive and respond to it.
�Animal: 9
Unknown Driver: 10
Woke Up High: 8
The Mountain: 8
Great House: 10
He Was a Dancer: 8
Agony of the Flower: 10
I’m Not Dead: 10
Strawberries in Winter: 10
Veils: 10

93/100 A

June is Pride Month, a time meant to celebrate the full spectrum of LGBTQIA+ identities and families. So when Tennessee ...
04/15/2026

June is Pride Month, a time meant to celebrate the full spectrum of LGBTQIA+ identities and families. So when Tennessee designates the same month as “Nuclear Family Month,” it doesn’t come off as neutral, it reads as deliberate and an attack.

By defining a “family” as one husband, one wife, and their children, the state isn’t just celebrating a structure, it’s elevating one while quietly excluding others. Same-sex couples, single parents, and chosen families are left outside that definition, even though they are just as real and just as valid.

In a broader context of policies that have already targeted LGBTQIA+ rights, this kind of symbolism carries weight. It signals who is seen, who is valued, and who is not. Even if it’s “just symbolic,” those messages shape culture, and culture shapes how people are treated.

Pride Month exists to affirm that LGBTQIA+ people and their families belong. Reframing June around a narrow definition of family doesn’t just miss that point, it actively undermines it.

Tennessee, other states, and the federal government cannot and will not erase us.

Be loud. Be proud.

04/15/2026

Tomorrow, I am going to have a talk with my second period students. The my squealed when they saw a “hot guy” in an intense scene of the movie we are watching. A few minutes later he does pretty heinous and racist acts. A few then said that it’s okay for “hot guys” to say these these things. Ummm…no!

This new album is undeniably ambitious, theatrical, and emotional, but these three things are both strengths and flaws, ...
04/07/2026

This new album is undeniably ambitious, theatrical, and emotional, but these three things are both strengths and flaws, especially since it is far too much for a listen in full. At its best, the album is stunning. Tracks like “Winter Woman,” “I Know You’re Hurting,” “WHERE IS MY HUSBAND!,” and “Joy” showcase Raye at her peak: vocally commanding, emotionally raw, and completely in control. These moments feel intentional and fully realized, where the production supports rather than overwhelms her voice. It’s a bold, messy, and at times brilliant statement that needed tighter editing to truly land.

Favorite lyrics: “I will be sad and beautiful /And I'll wait and pray for warmer days to come / Until then I'm numb and life goes on” (“Winter Woman”); “You always find some kind words for a stranger / I wish that you could find some for yourself, ah / You claw yourself apart in private moments / And over bruises you put plasters on” (“I Know You Are Hurting”); “Oh, I don't usually tend to cry / 'Stead, I tend to bury it inside / It's been hard for me to fall asleep / Building burdens up to kill my dreams” (“Joy”).

Intro: Girl Under The Grey Cloud: N/A
I Will Overcome: 7
Beware.. The South London Lover Boy: 8
The WhatsApp Shakespeare: 6
Winter Woman: 10
Click Clack Symphony: 5
I Know You’re Hurting: 10
Life Boat: 6
I Hate The Way I Look Today: 6
Goodbye Henry: 6
Nightingale Lane: 7
Skin & Bones: 7
WHERE IS MY HUSBAND!: 10
Fields: 5
Joy: 10
Happier Times Ahead: 9
Fin: N/A

75/100 C

04/05/2026

I just woke up from the worst dream I have ever had. I know it wasn’t real and I know the people in the dream do not hold the homophobic views and actions directed at me. It still hurts and I woke up crying . I don’t even know why my mind even went there.

I’ll be okay in a bit.

What a week it has been in my classroom!If you are not aware of what can go on in classrooms, let me share a taste of wh...
04/03/2026

What a week it has been in my classroom!

If you are not aware of what can go on in classrooms, let me share a taste of what can happen on any given day that is not connected to teaching. Yesterday, I had a student have an allergic reaction to something that was in a drink from someone else. This was something that was new and not known before drinking the pineapple-coconut drink; additionally, I also had some freshmen decide that we were done with class two minutes before the end of last period and went to the door when we were not done yet. Today, I had to help a distraught student in the hallway who was having relationship issues. I believe she felt better after our talk.

There are also moments of levity such as my students being excited to be in my class, one of my students making fish for Poisson d'avril, learning about Francophone Africa, listening to our song of the week from a French-Malian artist and learning some new words and slang ways of expressing ourselves in French, and seeing students get creative as they had to create their own folklore characters in addition to presenting a creature/character from around the Francophonie.

I also had the honor of speaking about French Club and my French classes with our radio/podcast students. I am so glad that one of the students asked about what got me interested in French because I could talk about my grandmother and her immense influence on me. In three weeks, it will be three years since she passed away.

This is just a part of the week that was. Now, I rest and prepare for next week.

Teaching in April can be rough...

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