WorldArrest

Why do you wanna see my demise,
Yet,
Still i rise,
Your personal vendetta to get us to cry
Can’t rely
on me
So get it out your head
I strive for bread,
I just wanna be free amestead
Lie in bed and raise my kids
Thanks to my uncle life ain’t a
Game
Like pinochle
I’ve had enough of this
Cause of my dickheadedness
I couldn’t live in bliss
Instead in the mist
As I roam all alone with a busted lip
God found me
But never was I lost
Saved cause of the cross
Even though I’ve crossed people in my life
Jack ni**az in weather of the frost
Tryna kill me off
Like you a boss
You ain’t nothing but a stain on a bums draws
Destruction is your call
You wanna see us gone
I know why you wanna hurt me
Why you wanna see me gone
To think that I’m alone
But you’re wrong
When you talk about my father watch your tone

Surah Al-Baqarah (2:152): "So remember Me; I will remember you. And be grateful to Me and do not deny Me."

Praises to the creator of reality alhummduallah you are great and perfect , and I may not follow all your messages astafirallah but you did guide me and I’m not amongst the unbelievers who would deny you or God my savior, the greatest of protectors amen

9 people, 😒 the rest of y’all don’t even bother at this point that’s real you don’t care best believe it’s ok I was never a thought so keep that imaginary thought cause I won’t remember you after today and I don’t lie to myself to lie to you, I gotta stand on my words or I’ll be a hypocrite, I didn’t grow up to not stand by my word cause they became my actions and I’m not dumb just emotional, what the world needs more people with empathy some people lost one don’t call me if I see your name I definitely am ignoring it 😘

5 kids none of them know my birthday, no calls no text 🥴🥴 I’m officially a dead beat 💩😔

I wouldn’t dare complain too my dad 🥴 that’s what mommy for 😂😂 my mom will tell me in subtle voice but unless you experience it first hand you won’t understand the complexity of the situation, my dad will tell me and I’m like damn this my first time be gentle 🥴🥴😂😂 already butt hurt about it but where’s the comfort

The little I have left is fading away but that’s the goal right? Just go 9/18 what’s to celebrate when it’s so much pain and remorse, what’s a gathering when abandonment is all you know? What’s love when you don’t know what love is

Can you imagine last thing you said to someone is you stupid all you make is excuses then bam!!! You see r.i.p up and down they page? Like damn they just died stupid with excuses I wonder if God look at them the way others did, I mean if a majority agrees 💩

It’s 7:13 pm and all I said today was thank you God for waking me up, and then 2 hours later I said “ wtf y’all doing push this mf” playing apex every thing else was words thought in my head 🥴 next time I speak will be at 5:45 am tomorrow asking for a large coffee. You not getting it saying 15 words in 35 hours is beyond normal that proves my point of complete social isolation and if I can live with this 😂😂

Yeah I understand people die alone everyday so who am I to be different 💩😒 no one should, but who are you to distant the difference? You can but others just deal with so goodnight

What am I crying for? 😔

I can’t wait to die I deserve what’s coming to me