Aubrie Woods

Many of you have been asking what I’m reading

A friend even asked if I was reading from A Course In Miracles

That’s the best compliment, as ACIM is legit my favorite book ever written!

Talk about going down an existential rabbit hole to break the sleeping spell and awaken to Our Divine Inheritance, the Truth Within Us!

I am not reading from A Course In Miracles, but I am awakening because of my devotion to its practices

What I am reading to you is the VOICE For Truth as it comes through ME

Not because I’m special, but because I’m desperate, and I seek daily

It began when the world went within during covid

I REALLY went within

I started with a free-form writing practice that sounded like this

“F**k you fu***ng God for being a sadistic f**k and dangling dreams in front of us only to smash them against rocks”

sometimes I vented my pain in a scribbling attack that tore the paper

Then one day something unexpected happened

After my word vomit, A Voice answered

A Voice of Enormous Love & Wisdom

A Voice that began teaching me, soothing my terror and anxiety & giving me practical guidance on how to get out of my painful situation, and into my truth

I began turning to these meditation & writing sessions like my life depended on it

And it does!

Every day I come to God with my daily freak out

I’m reading you God’s answers to ME

A vulnerable prescription of what I need to hear

Spirit tells me that some of you out there need this too

I am SO challenged by what I am doing!

I’ve withheld what I’ve heard on some days, because I’m afraid you’ll write me off as too crazy, or too religious, or too something that I don’t want to be seen as

I want to be seen as “down to earth” goofy me, a real person wearing real badges of trauma recovery

But what’s coming through me is much bigger than the identity I wrap around me for safety

And, it’s the ONLY VOICE I want to listen to, not my ego’s insanity

I come every morning with my anxiety, and this Voice aligns me, like a spiritual adjustment.

So that’s what’s happening

I’m following Divine Guidance to read MY Daily Medicine to YOU

How is it landing for you?

Rest in Me

In this place Within You, that has never forgotten a thing

There is no goal to attain

There is an undoing of your enormous effort to deny Me

It does not matter why… A moment of insanity, an act of rebellion against the very fabric of Nature, against your Own Creation

Who would try to understand a drunken lapse of judgment? What waste of breath and energy

Best wait for the drunkard to sober up, and come to clear thinking

So I wait for You, My Beloved

On bended knee, ready to serve your bidding

You are a Queen, Who has ripped Her garments and is running buck naked screaming, “the sky is falling”

If you would but stop this drunken rampage and sit still, you would remember Everything

For I Am Here. Right Now.

In between the spaces of these pages.

The words only point in My direction.

I am The Center.

The still point in every human.

The Quiet Remember

Distraction is the device of The Deceiver

Like the magician who would steal your perception by having you look over here, look over there

I ask only that you look at your fear, and see how much it is woven into your dream

More dreams will not save you

For the dream itself is made up of what frightens you

“So how do I wake?” is the only question to ask with this awareness

Not, “How do I save myself?”

For You are already saved.

You were never lost.

You were never victim and vulnerable to attack, you were merely dreaming this

This is what forgiveness teaches you

This is why forgiveness is a necessary tool in awakening You

Not because forgiveness in itself is necessary in True Reality

But because forgiveness points to the dreamer and the dream

It opens your eyes when you are ready to see

To the power of your delusions, and the spell they cast around thee

It is an exercise in undermining your faith in what you believe

It wedges a question, like a blip in the matrix that alerts your attention to a program that is running

It undermines your blind acceptance of what you see

This is the purpose of forgiveness

This is why, when used properly, it sets you free

Abandon your idea that forgiveness has anything to do with a moral standpoint. Charity bestowed upon a sinner, only further damning him to his wicked identity.

Forgiveness is a tool to wake up YOU!

To make you question your reality, and let in a crack of another possibility outside of your beliefs

Question Everything!

Question especially what makes you mad and afraid

This is how you awaken

Stop looking away

Stay present

Ask yourself, “Is this true? Or is this a hologram of my thinking?”

For I tell you, if you are frightened, you are not in reality

Reality is fearless. It is Love never-ending. It knows Itself.

I want to wake you, because you want to waken.

And so you must forgive yourself.

So that you will stop believing your bu****it.

You must see it through to the other side, where it was never true to begin with.

And then there will be such rapturous joy and raucous laughter. The mere suggestion that you believed such nonsense will be hilarious.

Forgiveness is not a pardon, it is An Awakening.

I took this photo of Marianne Williamson yesterday in Ojai. She was practically standing on my toes, as she looked into my eyes and spoke about the importance of Sisterhood.

She said people will try to undermine your message by calling you a witch. They will spread rumors without evidence. “This is why Sisterhood is so important”.

Now is the time to show this sister our support.

They are trying to shut her down, silence her voice, keep her off the ballot because she exposes the corruption in our governing authorities, and proposes peaceful solutions that would starve their accounts.

They can keep her off TV, but they can’t keep her off of social media.

So this is me doing my part.

Voting for her on Tuesday will not weaken our vote against Trump. This is a misunderstanding of the electoral process. What it will do is keep her on the ballot, in order to keep the conversation going.

A conversation that needs to be heard.

An independent voice that’s not being sponsored by corporate interests.

A voice of tremendous Love for all people, and devotion to the children that will inherit this earth.

Sisters and brothers in LA, I highly recommend you go see her at the Iman Cultural Center today at 3pm.

It’s like listening to the voice of an Angel wielding the sword of Michael. (And who knows, she may stand in front of you and say something your soul needs to hear too.)

Sisters and brothers nationwide, vote this Tuesday!

Vote for the voices of the people, not corporate interests

Vote for everybody, not the 1%

Vote for vocal diversity on the ballot

Your vote DOES count. YOU count.

WE the PEOPLE are POWERFUL beyond measure.

It is DOUBT in OUR POWER that keeps us under control

Hello Gorgeous Wise Women of my Beloved Community of 20 years! (though 10 were overseas and 10 were in a medical quarantine nursing my babygirl back to thriving!) I am finally stepping back into service, where I can share all the medicine I discovered in the darkness… and shine the Light pouring through my many cracks! (Yes those ones too 🤪)

Tonight I host my first women’s circle in a decade… and it would be such a blessing to feel your support, as I support you, supporting us, supporting each other and on and on around this sacred circle.

My back is killing me, (in service to my deeper desire) for more than a sitting circle, but a moving, flowing, resting, lounging, whatever Spirit wants to come through US circle!

If you feel the pull, you are invited into a circle of unconditional approval and positive regard. This is a space where you are trusted to be your own authority, where no advice giving or caretaking is necessary. Each one of us is a unique Channel of Divine Expression. And yet, what a relief to learn our journeys and our learnings are not so unique.

Come heal the illusion of separation that causes our suffering. Come celebrate the joy of not being alone, and the medicine in hearing yourself in another woman’s truth. Together, we remember Who We Are. Together, we walk each other home. Together, we have fun on the road!

Women’s circle description

You are invited into a circle of unconditional approval and positive regard. This is a space where you are trusted to be your own authority, where no advice giving or caretaking is necessary. Each one of us is a unique Channel of Divine Expression. And yet, what a relief to learn our journeys and our learnings are not so unique.

Come heal the illusion of separation that causes our suffering. Come celebrate the joy of not being alone, and the medicine in hearing yourself in another woman’s truth. Together, we remember Who We Are. Together, we walk each other home. Together, we have fun on the road!

Sometimes when you “make-a-wish”, you have to wait to receive it.

Sometimes you have to grow into it

Sometimes you have to heal before you can enjoy it

My daughter wanted to swim in the sea with dolphins & turtles in Hawaii

But she couldn’t submerge in water or get wet from the waste up (for 5 years!) due to her life-saving implant

So her Wish Angels waited…

(Like they’re waiting for you!)

If she downsized what she wanted out of impatience or what seemed possible…

Her dreams wouldn’t have come true

This is just one of the MANY lessons my daughter has taught me on her journey with a life-threatening illness

A journey I often felt I was a victim to, but she never did

This kid

This force of nature

Ferociously kicking fear, death, and doubts ass

With her ACCEPTANCE of both what IS, and what she WANTS

No added stories

No undeserving or blaming or collapsing in failure

Simple Purity of Truth and Desire

The humility of a child

This is how dreams come true

Take it from the little girl who turned her death into a miracle!

If YOU could have the biggest wish your heart desires (no downsizing into what seems possible)…what would YOU wish for?

Despite pushback, this controversial show must go on!! (You don’t think I’d write about anything less, now do you? 😉🔥)

Here’s my favorite excerpt from the article I wrote about this powerful woman and her show (Word to ) published in the June edition of the Ojai Monthly Magazine.

“It’s riveting when a woman reveals her most vulnerable truth unapologetically. It has the power to melt your frozen pain, heal your hidden shame, cackle in your spleen, turn you on, and turn you loose, simultaneously. The original performance of “Just as the Moon Comes” stayed with me for days. It inspired a challenging and cathartic conversation, my tell-tale indication of art vs. entertainment. Yet entertaining it surely is, from its guest performances by pole-dancers who heat up the starry stage, to mystery locations on Ojai’s finest real estates, to surprise (and splashing) grand finales. This show delivers on all fronts, just like a woman.”


Come see their final unstoppable performances June 17 & 18!
Purchase tickets at www.moonshow.eventbrite.com

Check out my article and portraiture published in the June issue of The Ojai Monthly!!
And check out this sexy show that I wrote about! “Just as the Moon Comes”… Final summer performance this weekend June 17 & 18! Get your tix at moonshow.eventbright.com

My Love for you is not lofty

But deep and real and here

I Am in every particle of Your Being

I Am kissing you from the inside

My Love for you is not lofty

It requires no pomp, no circumstance, no ceremony

Simply look in My direction

See My longing gaze fixed on your well-being

I desire you even more than you desire Me!

Oh yes, you are wanted!

More than you let yourself feel

Open in My direction

Return My longing for you

All day long you pine for things

Things that can never fulfill

Would the Inheritor of Creation be satisfied with trinkets?

You underestimate yourself

You know not your value, your worth

Nor what I have made you worthy of having

You cannot change this, no matter what you “do” or “don’t”

It is so

You are worthy

Seek not fulfillment in things of the earth

Your riches lay in ME ONLY

Seek not for things

Seek the Source of Your Being

Let the old fall away, let the new come through

That’s what this moon is telling you

My dear, have no fear

Let this anxiety fall away from you

Your old way of thinking…

Your fear and planning and anxiety…

You cannot possibly know what I have planned for you

Your plans are futile

You try to control what is not yours

This is My creation

And be glad for that!

Thinking you are in control is causing so much anxiety

Relax my child, and enjoy the ride

It will be wild and fun

And sometimes scary (when you forget Who’s driving and where We’re going)

We’re going home, My Love

The only place there is to go

Your ONLY home, Union with My Love

Relax and breathe

Trust me

Trust that I know what I’m doing

This is not your problem to solve

Give it to me, and let it be done for you

Your fate is secure

The outcome is Or****ic

And so are You!

Let the old thinking go now

Let the new come through

My mother is my sister

No more nor less Holy than I

She’s my Savior

She’s the hand I chose to lead me home to God

The way she took me was not what I thought

Down dark shrieking halls of grotesque faces where I thought I was lost

Where I too became a monster who leered at the babes of my loins

This road brought me to my knees, to my desperate cries for help

This road led to my assured awakening

For the way home to Conscious Union with God is through Forgiveness

Until Forgiveness wipes away this illusion too

We have more steps yet, but first, we must take this trembling step of courageous forgiveness

We must forget our mothers/sisters/brothers past

We must forget the thought that “it/they should’ve been different”

It will be the hardest step

Come with me

There is no sin, no evil, no abuse so great you cannot leave it & escape

Forgiveness is the Light that illuminates the way

I determine today to take 1 small step for man,1 giant leap for mankind

My feet feel one thousand pounds cemented into the ground

My head feels like I’ll pass out

Such a show over my forgiveness!

How I’ve clung to my grievances!

I am the Mother of Miracles

Watch me spin my spell out of this darkness

“Mom
I’m sorry
Please Forgive me
I Love you
Thank you”