Christabel - Women's Coach

i am. that’s it. no explanations here. you are too bb ✨ @ Montclair, New Jersey

so much joy and beauty in my life, thank u so much!! here’s the last 24 hrs ✨ i have been embracing my inner child so much the last few months btw and she is so full of gratitude to be seen and is starting to feel safe again because i protect her now and i only allow people around her who do the same. i have fun now, i feel joy now, i experience pleasure now. she teaches me because she is no longer hiding. mmmm give urself a hug and kiss goodnight ✨

this is miss pea, my sweet angel bb 🥰✨ @ Dover, New Jersey

just making a mess styling pieces to keep and to sell 🌸 these are the shoes i wore to senior prom, they feel like a time capsule, not sure i wanna let them go ✨ @ Dover, New Jersey

“therefore, shamanic mastery is attained not in radical insight of universal truth and order, rather, it is discovered over and over again through joyful surrender to the process of accretive growth.” .magee

i wrote two captions about patience and they both got deleted lollll. it’s all good. was definitely annoying for a sec but all in perfect time. not chasing the words i lost, just inspired by both the memory and the possibility, acting accordingly in the only moment that matters, right now. patience is presence ✨

in transforming, there is always a physical element. even if you can’t see it within you, the elements constantly symbolize energetic shifts. the elements are the foundations of our world, of our existence. they hold much more power than our human form, sacred reminders of humility.

the elements hold us, test us, tempt us, excite us, leave us in awe. they connect us to the natural, ancient forces that hold divine truths. omnipresent, omniscient, and inspirational. always transmuting death into life, decay into creation. they hold incredible, profound wisdom of healing and cyclical living.

when i disconnect from the elements, i disconnect from myself. when i return, i return to everything. to interconnectedness, gratitude, presence, pleasure, sensation, healing, release, movement. and more. everything.

honoring all divinity materialized in this realm. forever playing and crying and growing and dying with the elements. grateful for this human body that lets me experience and express these gifts. @ Utah

happy native american heritage day ✨ honoring my roots, the elements, and the practice of forgiveness today 🌎

period ✨ happy day of gratitude and grief.

the veil is thin. can’t fake it. free as this version of myself. more of her is peeking thru always. about to return to my natural form, ready for the shifts i’m already moving thru. releasing the pressure, trauma, expectations to see and be my soul. love u ✨

today i tapped into intuitive creation. this is what i made ✨feeling like the cute creative fun joyful girl i am 💞 just sitting on my floor, cleansing my space, tapping into all realms, and creating something from nothing. @ Montclair, New Jersey

i'm livin my best life! it's my birthday, at least that's what i’m dressed like!!

literally you guys i can't even believe my life, but most notably, i can't believe i can actually experience and enjoy it. this is not a life i ever knew i could have-- these are not moments or people i ever knew existed, these are not the bonds i was taught to embrace or the decisions i was led to make. this is not a freedom i knew was available to me.

i thought i was free, but i did not feel free. i was consumed by thoughts, especially of the future. i was depressed, anxious, apathetic-- feeling futile and full of myself all at the same time.

then i finally did something that i wanted to do. with little logic but led by intuition, i joined the peace corps in morocco. there, i discovered how to just be, to stop chasing, to be present. i shifted from who i thought i was to who i am.

and every day i get to remember this truth. i get to wake up, exist, observe what is true, tap into my body's wisdom, connect with soul sisters, break chains passed down to me. i get to silence my mind, to release what is projected onto me, to move and speak freely, to create as my simple soul.

this life is completely unexpected, most of all for me. i'm not perfect but every present moment is 🌸 this weekend was yet another sacred reminder of the life that i create and choose alongside special souls. i make my life fun, easy, honest, open, free. wbu?

thx for pix 😘 @ Asbury Park, New Jersey