Amber Nicole

Hurricane season meeting 👌

For real LA peeps. Take this seriously. Hurricanes and tropical storms are no joke 🙏

I’ve learned a new fun hobby. Loving my ninja 📸:



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I definitely had the most amazing birthday this year doing a solo camping trip at and on my last day there I went rock climbing with the amazing I can’t wait for future climbs! Definitely the best way to celebrate life!

I know of a place we could go
Dont ask me when but ask me why
Dont ask me how but ask me where

Flash back to 2015 when I struggled to walk up a flight of stairs, my mindset was drowned in the thoughts of wishing I could just step out of my skin or start life over fresh. I felt like losing weight would be similar to moving a mountain By myself. There were very low points mentally but the important part was that there was still a spark inside me. I didn’t want to give up yet and I knew I wanted more than to lose my breath up a single flight of stairs.
I knew that wasn’t me. I set my sights on losing weight and I made it happen. During that time I thought it would be so cool if I could maybe one day run a race even though it seemed impossible.
After years of training I decided to do it. I heard of this race called a “Spartan” and I loved the idea of doing a trifecta. A trifecta is 3 of their specific races completed in a year with obstacles. You have to complete the following to get a trifecta:
Sprint 5k w/ 20 obstacles
Super 10k w/ 25 obstacles
Beast 21k w/ 30 obstacles

I started with the beast at 14.1 miles in November (green)
Next was the sprint at 3.5 miles (red)
Last was today…the super at 6.2 miles (blue)
Each was a journey and I leaned something incredible about myself on each race. I also enjoyed helping and uplifting others to keep going.

And I Gamified it - I realized I completed my trifecta in the order of The legend of Zelda ocarina of time. Green red and blue. It’s truly a blessing to be at peace. It took me years and granted I’m not always at peace… it’s a struggle everyday but I’m thankful to not hate myself anymore and know what I’m capable of both inside and out.

Words can not describe how incredible 2021 has been. I’ve experienced a balance of both pain, heartbreak and weakness but also confidence, strength and passion. Without weakness I do not have strength. Everyday is a day to grow stronger and embrace those weakness so I can be a better person. Not just myself but for others as well. Once upon a time I was my own worst enemy so much so I wanted to harm and kill myself but that same girl decided to be her own hero. My friends, I do not post this to get recognition. I post this to encourage you. No matter what you’re going through, I promise it’s possible to see it in a positive aspect and turn it into growth. You are worthy and priceless and deserve inner peace. Listen to yourself and be your own best friend. When you’re at peace you can also speak through actions to help others. I’m a survivor of an abusive childhood but instead of embracing being a victim I turned it into strength. It took me most of my life to figure that out but once I did…it’s been life changing. My life is far from perfect but it feels good to know I got my back and it’s valid to have both good and bad days and regulate my emotions safely. These pictures are from my 2/3 and it represents a moment of strength and confidence. Something I never really had until now. 2021 was an excellent year. I am proud of the young woman I’ve grown up to be and i hope to give back in a positive way so I can hopefully encourage others to feel the same and make it out of the generational curses and cycles of abuse

This is me. The person that I worked so hard to become that reflects the inside and outside. I am at peace and I want to share with you that: the hard work it takes and the temporary pain for internal prosperity is worth letting go of things that provide instant gratification but long term suffering.

I wish you all peace, balance and prosperity ✌🏽

To fight like Gods, you have to train like them first

4 years and 175lbs ago I only dreamed of being able to do a race one day and my first real one was a Spartan beast!

14.1 miles 30 obstacles- for the heavy lifting I did all the “mens” weights and I carried that “extra weight” with pride and no complaints as a tribute and honor to my former self who used to carry that extra weight everyday. I feel like a true warrior inside and out.
I AM A SPARTAN

I very much enjoy sharing my knowledge about archery with others and teaching 🏹

Together we light the dark path

True confidence and Strength is knowing you can do something but standing aside for the sake of balance.

I went through some insane things in the last week and really needed some introspection and alone time to process all the changes thats been happening...espeically due to the pandemic.

I want to say this publically due to the way I feel I'm treated in person with people. There is also going to be a lot of changes going forward. I'm in a transitional state. (as you could
probably see from my vision boards I've been creating and the fact I downsized to a cheaper car (so thankful)).

Yes I have a heavy following through gaming and through weight loss but the thing is, I've changed so much in the last few years I've made the transition to making my real life more like a video game and my dnd characters. I spent years in those fantasy lands in every aspect and I hold it near and dear to my heart.

I've found myself watching tv less, gaming less...but being outside more and focusing on my creative passions. It's been a long bumpy road but it's worth it. I struggle all the time but I don't talk about it publically. It's easy to assume my life is perfect when it's far from it based off my posts.

I live in my own world...and I like it. No, I LOVE living in my own world.

but right now I just really want to focus on Film, Archery, Music, and writing. (and occasional painting).

It's time for me to make room for the new and just be honest. My ego wants me to be the best at everything but I know what I'm capable of and I don't have anything to prove to anyone but myself.

I just want to enjoy this new chapter of doing the things I used to dream about doing while I was sitting in a dark room, overweight and playing games all day.

here is a picture of me smiling and feeling content with being in my own company and feeling at peace.

I have a film to write - I can't wait to one day share it with you all. I've been holding back for years...so I take it serisously with how I want to release this. I feel its going to help many many people.