Kiki Connects

I freaking love Instagram lately. Damn. What a platform?!? I’m watching womxn speak their damn truth, show their beautiful bodies just as they are and OWN IT.

I used to only work with men, I told myself it was my purpose. Over the last 8 months months I’ve tailored my business to work predominantly with womxn and have been adoring it.

It’s not that I hate men, I actually LOVE working with men and still do, but something was missing.

Mindf*ck to Mindsturgasm - this is the real juice y’all. A program created for womxn. Have the opportunity to step into your power as a divine space holder for all that wishes to come up and be created by YOU and all the parts of yourself who wish to be seen and heard.

It’s powerful, playful, present and pleasurable.

And it’s not even mine to give, but a gift that was given to me by God to share with others. So here I am stepping up and offering it to you.

Do you want it? Tell me how much you want it... do you know someone who needs it? Tell them how much they need it...

I love you, have a glorious weekend ❤️

I seriously cannot believe this is my life sometimes.

I am in the last couple weeks of my first womxn only “Mindf*ck to Mindsturgasm” (M2M) and we’re getting ready to start our next 7 week journey- starting the 22nd July.

Because this was my first M2M, I’ve been working around the clock to figure out ways for me to be even better next time. Constantly iterating and asking for feedback... I feel so deeply grateful to know that everything is always a work in progress.

For instance, the logo - at first it was two white lady hands... I realized pretty quickly how non inclusive I was being even though there are womxn from all different types of backgrounds in the program. What a huge lightbulb moment that was...

Mindf*ck to Mindsturgasm is a safe container for you to explore and open up your most devious selves and love the s**t out of them. It’s a place to come and explore more of your healing gifts. It’s a place to create and build community with people around the world during a time of deep isolation.

I’m so grateful to share this work and I know this is my path - to create a place for people to come and explore the most intimate parts of themselves. To create a place where their trauma becomes their deepest creative gift.

I want to get this work out to more womxn. If you feel called to reach out to me or know anyone who might want to, act on it NOW.

Mindf*ck to Mindsturgasm baby, what do you think?

Love y’all ❤️

Take a breath. I love you ❤️

DA PUPPY. Look at this GOD backwards wag it’s tail!!

My quarantine experience in LA wouldn’t have been so amazing if it weren’t for the house I was living in with these damn animals (Blue Cat not pictured).

I don’t know how you feel, but my existence would be really s**tty if it weren’t for animals in my life. I’m constantly praying with and taking on the archetypes of different animals - buffalo, cat, vulture, coyote - just to name a few I call upon regularly.

For example, the vulture. The vulture energy I use when I need to release something. When something needs to literally die (like an identity that no longer serves) and be put to rest with ease and grace I call upon the vulture. Calling on the vulture can be pretty intense sometimes...

Dog energy, like the amazing pooch dancing with me, helps me bring on unconditional love and instantaneous forgiveness.

Does anyone else use animal spirits?

Salute to all dem animals out there!! 🐶🐕🦚🦢🐈🦮🐘🦧🐪🦈🦐🐞🦎🦄🐔

“I don’t see color.”

This phrase is an absolute cop out (pun totally intended). I’m looking back on all the times I either said this phrase or implied it through my thoughts and actions, acting like I’m all aware of what other people have been through and the struggles they face. Acting like I’m higher than most because “I don’t see color.” Acting like we’re all the same.

Kiki. Get outta here!

Y’all, I have no freaking idea what it’s like to be a red, yellow, brown, or black person in this lifetime. I didn’t know, I don’t know, and I won’t know... BUT I can be open to knowing more...

What can I do? Be consistent with being curious, humble, and present.

Curious - coming from a place of exploration and knowing that the journey will never end. There are always new things to know, to become aware of. Asking the little child inside me for assistance.

Humble - give myself the ongoing opportunity to be educated. Open myself up to reflect on the times when I totally f*cked up with my words or actions - owning it and honoring those who were affected by it.

Present - be present with my own emotions that come up for me. For example, when I want to get defensive or argue for the sake of arguing. Sit with it, observe it, love it.

If I continued to not see the differences in people, thinking we’re all the same and all in this together, I would be doing myself a complete disservice. Red, yellow, brown and black siblings - f**k do I love and appreciate how much I have to learn from you.

Especially now. I mean god damn, my life would be so less cultured without the black community. I wouldn’t be the person I am today without - the songs, movement, books, fashion, spiritual guidance. The spice in my damn food.

I’m stoked to be here, in this lifetime, to be even more open to exploring what I didn’t see and what is so blatantly obvious now.

I write this with tears in my eyes.

I love you. ❤️

Mindf*ck, Mindsturbate, Mindgasm

Have you ever been in a place where you haven’t accepted who or where you are in life?

Are you there now?

I’m hosting a zoom session tomorrow where we explore the darker parts of ourselves, the mindf*ckery. We will implement the tools and playful practices, mindsturbate, in order to find the deep appreciate for the entire human experience — Mindgasm.

We live in a dysfunctional and insane society, it’s time to play the game instead of getting played, or mindf*cked, over and over and over again.

You wanna play? Send me a DM.

I love you!!