08/24/2026
The late nights.
Constantly being needed.
Hearing “mommy” yelled a thousand times.
The endless laundry.
The bottles that never seem to stay clean.
The snacks that always run out.
Toys. Everywhere.
The little voices.
The smiles.
The laughter.
The personalities that are evolving.
The curiosity of the world around them.
Someday I will look back and wonder how I did it. How I managed to still get my doctorate while juggling the chaos. How I figured out the schedules for each little boy. How Troy and I found time for ourselves.
Until then, I’m going to soak in every moment of quiet and chaos. Of the tears and smiles. The learning and challenging. Because someday I’ll wish I was living these days again.