03/16/2024
Want to learn how to start your own business, with little start-up money - if none?
Reach out - happy to talk ideas with you based on what you love to do!
I love to brainstorm business ideas. It is literally like a "drug" for me - I get excited and full of ideas! Not all good, but the good ideas - have legs!
02/13/2024
Imagine in life your bones were constantly being broken. Not from a physical disease or physical action, but broken by invisible sledgehammers welded by others within a narcissistic web.
Imagine that it did no good to cry out in pain, or even speak of the break because when you did the world around you said "It's not that bad", "Get over it", "You just want attention", "Not my problem", "I didn't mean it", "It never happened", and "What did you do to yourself?"
Imagine all a life where you learned to internalize the pain each time a new swing landed breaking away another connection to you feeling whole in your skeletal structure of self-esteem.
Each blow chips away at who you are, so you begin to reconstruct the fractures by looking at the examples around you, and how those who broke the bone claimed your structure should be.
Each blow weakens your own self-strength making you vulnerable to every vulture seeking a new soul to pick apart.
Being reactive and reactivated over and over just meant your cries of pain from the breaks labeled you as nothing but reactive, out of control, as no one else seemed to see the breaks underneath your skin so why were you acting out? Then the pain became all they could see in you, and it made them pull away while grabbing sledgehammers with longer handles.
You reconstruct, and reconstruct, and reconstruct until you believe you have remodeled, remolded the shape of you that will maybe finally be accepted.
But in all that reconstruction, and introspective examinations of every nook and cranny of yourself, in hopes you have found who you were before all the fractures, you actually find that body, that being, that skeletal structure, and the soul that sewed it all together, that was always whole - even when fractured - your soul.
Sometimes when I am cleaning, which I am doing today, as I feel better, I begin to clean thoughts out of my mind also. Cobwebs of my life that cling to my heart, and might always need a bit of dusting up - to remind me of who I am, and have been through everything.
If your house is like mine, those little spiders keep building cobwebs no matter how many times I dust them away. I don't resent them for doing what they do, build webs to catch unsuspecting prey. I just let them know that I am moving them to a better place.
01/27/2024
What movie did you find so disturbing that you never want to watch it again? 🤨🎥
01/03/2024
What is language anyway? LOL.....letters strung together formed into some sound. But we can't have "q" as the word "queue" could we.....
Makes me wonder when we become totally telepathic, will the AI in our brains instantly translate all languages and grunts?
01/01/2024
New year - New things in, old things out. Remembering anything old to you is new to another who has gone without.
12/27/2023
Grace is a kind sentiment sent into the void of dysfunction, knowing it might only return an echo.
12/14/2023
We are coming to a pivotal crossroads.
We don't have a fiddle to play, but we do have a vote.
and if our vote ends up being swallowed by a dictator, we have another dimension down the other road many of us are taking. Yeah, it is woke, and full of light. Sure it isn't well traveled, and yes not as many have gone down it before you.
Go anyway......