09/09/2026
So, I just have to share this victory! This is the story behind Ozark Sanitations donation to this race this year.
You know this year our topic is depression & anxiety. Well, I know I say every year this race stresses me out but I think this year it really is more intense! Maybe because I am more aware of the timeline, maybe because of my personal mindset that has seemed to struggle for some time now. Who knows!
Anyhow, I was about to pull the plug on this race the other day because of the anxiety I was feeling. Just knowing here at year 5 what needs to happen by when and seeing it struggle to happen this year. There's timelines for things to be ordered, volunteers to commit, signups to be enough, and sponsors to give. Just last week I was at a point I thought I can still stop this race from happening and I don't think anyone will be effected or care! But boy did God show me different!
You know this race begins with scripture. Everything else revolves around that. God first and God in the middle and God to finish. The process has come with one disappointment after another but I can say God has not disappointed or failed. He did show me the scripture long ago. He did reveal the topic. He is working it all out to accomplish His good and perfect will in it. I however forget how that goes and all I see is the tasks that need done.
God cares about His people so deeply and He sees and understands depression and anxiety more fully than we do. He has in mind how He wants to intervene in your life about it......
That morning I woke up with a strong and heavy feeling to stop the 5k this year. To do it that day. Before I missed my window. I thought, because of Bible study the night before (we had spoke the scripture about going to war, we should have many advisors Proverbs 24:6,) I better call Greg (Hubby) and run this by him before I go make it official. So I called and he listened and asked the right questions. He wanted to know what the current step needs to be. I told him I need to order the medals (but we have no sponsor money for that. It comes out of our pocket.) He said to see what they will cost and we will go from there. I responded, "Ok, but I'm looking for something TODAY! I am done being so stressed about this and feeling like I'm all alone in it." Within the hour I text him what I had found in the mailbox (see the picture.) The timing was impeccable! I knew, I know, again God wants this race to happen. He has great purpose in it. He wants to help us and heal us. He wants to show us the way. Will we let Him?
And it gets better. I couldn't believe God also used this stupid makeup order I had made. That's the reason I checked the mailbox at that specific, perfect, confirming time.
I was waiting on my makeup order I was told would be there that day. I shouldn't have ordered it, I haven't had a paycheck in 4 months๐คฃ But the Ulta magazine got me! I found a "deal." Well, what turned out with that was, I did receive it finally that evening only to discover it was cute bag with a bunch of small items labeled "not for individual sale" because they were samples made to GIVE away. I was ok with that still but one of the little bottles were empty. Completely dried up. So I hurried over to Ulta after church hoping they would still be open, 15 minutes til close. The lady was nearly rude to me saying they didn't carry those little bottles to replace it. Said I could bring the whole bag back and they would see what they could do. Even after I told her I was happy with the other products and asked if there was just anything else they could replace this one little bottle with. Nope. I ended up later returning the whole bag and got my money back and will never order like that again. But I see that God used it, even my shortcoming & selfishness, he used to show me He is in the details. He has a plan and He will show up in due time. Amen!
The check isn't enough for all the things. But it's enough for the next step. So I encourage you to have faith and obey God in whatever thing He is calling you to do. Remember that He gets the glory, He is to be praised, not you. So may we consider in what way shall the thing be done for Him, not I, to get the glory......
So much love athletes! Train for righteousness and all the other things will fall into place! ๐ซถ