05/08/2026
So, update/real talk for a moment.
Wall O' Text coming up.
I started this idea back in November of last year. I was so excited at the idea of finally progressing down a path that *I* wanted to do, and I was excited at the the idea of feeling like I knew where I was wanting to go and I had a direction..Then January happened and I was hit with several waves of emotions that beat me down and stunted my excitement.
Feburuary was a month to recover from that. That start of March, I was given a renewed energy and I was prepping to take that deep breath and start down this path again...And a week later I was slapped with information that forced me to slam on all my breaks, hit reverse, and start down another path that I was not ready for. However, I was give the choice of starting down that path, or face a LOT of uncertainly that would make *this* project no longer possible.
I am now at a point where the windstorm is starting to die down. I want to clarify, the dust is not settling. At all. I still have a lot of stuff in the air that I have to get through before I feel like I can breathe right.
And it sucks. It really, really sucks and there's been a lot of frusteration and sadness that this project was sidelined over and over again.
But.
I'm not giving up on this. I'm not giving up on me. I'm not giving up on the idea of finally becoming something I've wanted to be since I was 8.
So, I'm sorry for the silence. It's going to be a lot of slow progression here (slower that I was originally anticipating), but I'm not shutting this down and I'm not giving up on this yet.
~Rabbit
