Insanely Norml World

Out and about

Not of mind
By; (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Out of my mind,
Comes a variety of kind.
Line after lie,
lie after line.
Disguisingly blind,
a frightening time.
Taught myself right to wrong, as I grew.
Taken from what's already been you.
To tell the truth,
one must know this
to be true.

There is no sound
to silence.
Under their order, conjured
by tyrants.
The people rushing
to glimpse some violence.

It may be
the drugs
that get me
to happiness.
Or maybe
the Love
Is cause for this madness.
Swift, quick, blissfully into sadness.
Hey s**t happens,
To the best
of us.
Though just because,
You don't raise a fuss.
What is enough?
When is to much???

Happening in real time

Forever in eternity I belong
By : (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Forever is not very long.
When life is an eternity of wrong.
All mine in a mind gone.
What's this life without a heart.

Cold seclusion invests
Into the darkness of breathe.
Fear no shadow of death.
I my own am obsessed.

The less of me is the better of you.
Burden has been lifted hallelujah.
Hunched over from weightless words.
Unheard of silence screams within.

Never again give so easily,
to sin.
Happily merry after believed,
as kids.
Forever is not long at all,
when reminiscent.
Eternity with my wrongs I saw,
was I just dreaming.

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What its become
By: (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Head spun as I twirl,
off the bowl.
Laid before me unfurls,
eviction of soul.
Demons grasp and burrow,
hearts flame cold.
It's a whole new world,
living your own.

Secluded retrospective in need.
Simple but to directly in me.
Shakily hesitant what's to be seen.
Sadly expected a better self than me.

Though no cries, maybe groans.
Tears all dried, there are no more.
My best I try, up from the floor.
I'll be just fine, won't ever mourn.

Eyes wide to the subtlety,
of anger.
Flawed and made frivolously,
into his stranger.
High favor and gifted ability,
to calm danger.
Lost alone the very epitome,
tequila shots no chaser.

Slicing the wrists
By: (Insanely NoRmL)

Suppressed emotional,
mess of a being.
Thoughts sway to and fro,
round and round.
Undress from the love,
once known.
Commercial antics convince,
needing, seeing, what
I am believing.

Caress my scars, trace my pain.
Hardened, secure and forgotten.
My days, my heart and rock bottom.
Left to restart, tormenting shame.
Good, bad , right maybe wrong.
Connect the dots on this life's song.
Colors becoming numbers ago so long.
Today the same for the slave unknown.

Silent quietness whispers,
truth to be told.
Meditative state or comatose,
mind amazingly shows.
Binding eyes branded close,
appears the lost soul.
Over the edge under the ground,
addictions fighting alone.

Pursed lips awaiting deaths kiss.
Deliriously insane they be claimed.
Jewishly enslaved we all became.
Worldly watching history amidst,
Human worth to be measured unfair.
Most none dare, interfere, to scared.
Not I, don't care just well aware.
Nightmares grow more if you stare.

( InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Waiting to up...

Looking in my reflection.
By; (InSaNeLy NoRmL)

Once I lost my mind.
I found it in the darkness.
Selfishly about mine.
Though never f$ #& yours.

Irritated to madness,
can't speak.
Going on bad habits,
won't even listen.
Naturally been a savage,
closed eyes to see.
Confidence I'm an addict,
quite unique to speak.

Born from a torn youth.
Mom and pop doing,
what they shouldn't do.
Life changes... Keep moving.

Hastily hungover for tomorrow.
A different day, same way.
28 hours a day, 12 days a week.
Well there goes sleep.
Some sick twisted foreplay.
Whose time today is borrowed?
His,hers..mine,yours.. ours????

Talking to myself
By; (InSaNeLy NormL)

Every past is a gate to,
you.
Every mask used as,
proof.
Every chance considered,
misused
Every path has it's,
own truth.
Another day with a stuffy,
night.
None sleep with closed, sown
eyes.
Tried the part of conformitive,
lies.
Truth when told is falsely,
realized.
Can not live with any regrets.
No remorse of course is best.
Heartless grew into this mess.
Lost my mind deep within us..

( InSaNeLy NoRmL)