09/17/2020
I’m currently working for a few hrs from a golf practice facility 🏌🏼♀️(my hubs has found a second office🤷♀️). This is a big sign on the wall in front of me. And woah, it really sums up how I’ve been feeling about some of my coaching sessions this week (I love a good pun 🙃). I’m super compassionate, patient, and understanding of why it’s so hard to make change, but at the end of the day you have to find your balls. There’s no scenario where you know exactly how things will play out and you know with certainty that you’re going to be successful at and enjoy what you do next. We can do our best to make sure we’re taking steps with our eyes open, but it’s always, always, always going to feel a bit like feeling around in the dark and scary. Thats just how life is. And if you’re listening to yourself, following your truth and doing what you want instead of following the script, you’re always going to feel a little “out there on a limb.” I do everyday. And that’s where you’re going to need to find courage, conviction, and feel in your bones that you’re committed to putting you and your happiness ahead of the fear and all the mental noise/chatter - the comparisons, the what if’s, the perceived judgments etc. I’ve learned from experience, my safety is not in living a life aimed at “playing it safe.” My actual safety in life is in deeply listening to me, in building a life from my truth, that honors who I am and what I want. Ironically, my safety is found out on that limb.
I’m not usually so direct. Because I want to hold the energy of compassion and love for all the fear and pain that’s arising, but at the same time - find your balls. Learn to lean into and get comfortable in the unknown. It’s where you get to live life on your terms. 🤍