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When I met him something told me he was special when we got together he won my heart after he won my heart he abused me verbally and I forgave and forgave not only that I gave and gave freely because of my love for him it's been over 3 years and still don't know who he is tired of guessing who he is no more excuses from me for him no more giving freely to him no more nothing I'm done and now I say enough is enough and I will fight back to stay away from him has done nothing but hurt me the more I gave the more he hurt me in the saddest thing of it all he knows exactly what he's doing and he done it with pleasure on purpose I made a decision not to let him back i in my life to accuse me of cheating when he is the one that has disappeared for long time and weeks and the one I caught in lies and that has lied to me repeatedly and put me down repeatedly who has not but twice what's intimate with me over 3 years no kissing no holding no nothing what kind of man is that a man that cheats but yet want to accuse me of his feelings and will not say I'm sorry because he is a true blue full blown narcissist or he has no heart

My feelings get hurt for no reason but I still love and I still forgive the person who hurt my feelings but it's like a knife in the heart never got a phone call or anything since my mother died from this person but it's okay because apparently I made out of solid rock and strong as ever but inside I'm screaming and crying and wondering why would people hurt people for no reason

I believe
When I believe in something I believe with all my heart and when someone disappoint me when I believe in them it breaks my heart and then it's not the same you knew how I felt but you didn't care and you knew my past even when my innocence was stolen but you didn't care instead you let you let me be kidnapped and I could have been gone never seen again not only that you left too men in my home and you didn't care hoping I would mess up but I didn't cuz I cared and you broke my heart so many times I can't count my behavior you should have seen me crying inside hoping you would say something instead of words that rings in my ear I hate your guts you treated me like I'm nobody but God showed me I am somebody I am sorry you couldn't see cuz only thing you cared about is your own feelings which tells me you lied to yourself to make it okay to hurt me

Our authentic self
Looking at the world around me realizing relationships between the men and women don't work together because they may be broken or one of them may be broking or they both broke each other the chances of both men and women be whole and hold each other up since no one connects let's be our authentic self in lean on God only but if they are couples that actually love each other in God's way that's when it's worth keeping to me it's best I Walk alone and walk with God only I realize that God is the way the truth and the light no

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OUR Authentic Self
Today's world connecting with the opposite s*x is a joke find out how you are behold with God connect with another man until you know he's right with God because if he's not he will bring you down to his level he wants to be your God but there's only one God it's the one that created you and sent his only begotten son the time across for you

Our Authentic self
We live in a falling world where everyone is broken. All I see around me and what I have experience no One believes in God but chose to hate with anger. In the verses it says do not trust people so why connect with anyone because it's always one-sided anyways besides it's
not the way God designed it. I believe the way God designed it when he took the rib from Adam it was his other half the femalist of hisself and they were supposed to fight together with God like warriors against the world so no man or women be able to rip them apart. It's only better the way God designed it connecting mind body and soul with God only ( Three in one) so let's be our authentic self and do not connect with anyone only God. I done everything by myself and surrender by myself. I walk with God by myself. In this falling world has gotten worse in the world around me I've seen more bad people than good people all I known is God .He never failed or disappointed me. I became a broken vessel because either my partner or my friends has disappointed me and also by me disappointing myself so I became that broken vessel and gave up the fight and surrender my mind body and soul to God only so why do I need a man I don't because they're not right with God Men does not represent no one but thier self

"Be your authentic self"
When Your beliefs become your thoughts, your thoughts become your words, your words become your action, your action becomes your habits, your habits become your values, your values become your destiny, When you start Blending your Beliefs and and words together they become so powerful you can move the mountains, you are a creator of your destiny, and it starts with your words you speak into your life

I forgive you for walking all over me and taking me for granted I forgive you for denying me love I forgive you for anything and everything you have done to me simple because I love you unconditionally You're the one who has to live with yourself I give up my battle and let my father in heaven handle it , and I will walk away knowing I've done everything I could to wake you up to see what you were doing to me you see I am not a victim I've always been a survivor through My father in heaven who loves me unconditionally