10/22/2020
THE MORE I HEAL, THE MORE I GET TO REVEAL MY TRUE SELF.
Quick Walk down memory lane on my spiritual awakening journey.
One night at a wedding 3 years ago I was sharing with I was going to be a life coach.
The woman across from me said: “Really? I thought life coaches had to be like really good and successful at life?”
I was crushed.
My deepest fear was revealed. That I had no business becoming a coach, because I had not, by anyone’s standards been a “success” in my life.
The truth is, pretty much every area of life from relationships, to addictions, to money and career had experienced some major upsets.
So, how could I possibly help anyone?!
The truth is: all of my downfalls have made me a MUCH better coach.
In many ways, I now coach all of the people I was over the last 6 years.
🌙The woman who struggles with money.
🌙The woman who struggles with Identity (as you can see I have tried in several).
🌙The woman who will lay down her life to be liked.
🌙The woman who thinks over working = being liked + validation
🌙The woman who can’t sleep at night cause she’s so worried everything she’s earned will disappear over night.
And as I’ve healed these parts of me, the survival patterns and fears I picked up in childhood, the ACTUAL childhood version of me gets to be revealed.
The child that knows she’s loved by god.
The child that knows she safe to play, sing and dance in the world.
And the child that knows it’s safe to say no and draw a boundary.
I’ve let go of MANY of the masculine identities I’ve used to protect myself from harm.
🏋️♀️The over exerciser
🧝♀️The holier than though spiritual guide
🙋🏼♂️The jock/success fiend
🧘♀️The vegan yogi preacher
In order to reveal the soft, Disney movie loving, silly dance partying, relaxed in to life version of me.
It’s not perfect but perfect is when you’re dead :)
Love ❤️ to you.