WonderHeart, 1585 Jewel Valley Rd, Boulevard, CA (2026)

02/14/2022

Ayeee!!! Hit 400+ subscribers this morning on my new YouTube Channel! Hasn’t even been a month and a half. On the way to 1,000 and then I can monetize the channel!

12/21/2021

Bodhi is going to be such a wonderful big brother! 🎉

My beloved and I are so excited for our family to grow. 💛💛💛

We are expecting baby Kolb in August 2022! 🦁💛

08/11/2021

Meet my new cat Aussie!

Growing up I always had dogs and found myself in the weird stereotype of “I hate cats” group lol

Weird the types of stories we tell ourselves based on the programming we receive when we’re younger.

It wasn’t until after my awakening I connected with a cat in a deep level and learned to love them in a way I never experienced.

Back in 2018 I was living with some roommates in Tempe and one of them had two cats.

One cat was super sweet and friendly, while the other cat waiting to attack me on a daily basis and never really showed me love or kindness.

I wanted to earn that cats trust and receive its love, so despite the way she behaved, I continued to give her love everyday, unconditionally.

After a few months went by like this, one day she jumped on my lap while I was sitting in the couch, and she began purring and loving me.

It blew my mind!!

She was instrumental in teaching me about unconditional love and being persistent in how I showed up.

Sadly she left this plane of existence that same week, just as she taught me such a deep soul lesson. It was truly heart breaking and I cried so much.

Fast forward to today and I’m so grateful to have to opportunity to connect with my new friend Aussie.

Thank you for manifesting her for me, she’s already teaching me so much!

I’m excited for our adventures and all that we’ll experience on this journey together!

08/10/2021

Our perception creates our experience of reality.

We give meanings to everything that we experience in our lives and create stories around the information we receive.

I used to find myself stuck while facing certain energies in life as I labeled the experience a “problem” or a “challenge”.

I would allow myself to focus more on what was perceived as “wrong”, more so than what I was learning in the experience and how it was supporting me in stepping into a new energy and understand myself better.

Life is always happening for me, not to me, so with that awareness I am able to shift my perception to one that is open to receive rather than closed and in a state that blocks blessings and opportunities.

Every challenge we experience is an opportunity to meet ourselves and to grow into our highest selves.

Keep going! ♾

08/10/2021

We rise tomorrow my brothers! Join us in Phoenix tomorrow evening and get a taste of the medicine of brotherhood. Shoot me a DM for address and to RSVP or send me an email!

08/07/2021

On this spiritual journey…

Often times I’ve found myself in this cycle of looking for the next thing to heal..

The next shadow to shine light on…

The next childhood wound to heal..

And so much more..

I’ve realized that my attention has been on fixing myself because I don’t feel whole.

Like there’s still more to do…

This comes down to my wound of not being enough.. which I know I m enough and I am whole.. I just don’t always remember.

But I’m realizing that a simple shift in where my attention goes, can make all the difference in what I’m creating in my reality.

When I shift my attention to my vision of my life and to creating it, tapping into my creative potential and actualizing it, I am not bogged down with all the “deep work” I find myself searching for.

It’s not to say that deep shadow work and healing aren’t important.. cuz they are.. but healing comes in waves and as long as we are present in the moment, we will be with whatever needs to come up, no need to look for something.

So I’m doing my best at keeping this in my awareness and keeping my attention on building the life I desire and being of service.

All else will unfold organically and divinely.

Much love y’all!

08/01/2021

Magic happens in the moment, sometimes spontaneous and unexpected.

The energy is contagious and pure as children dancing and laughing together.

This was such a beautiful moment with my brothers during facilitator training last year as we all got down during an impromptu dance party.

This is what healing looks like.

It’s not always the deep work in the shadows, the traumas and the mental reframing and all the hurt, although that can be a part of healing.

Healing can also be allowing yourself to let go in the moment, to be free to move and dance without judgement, without having to “do it right” or “be the best”.

Just weird with the bro’s and not taking this thing called life so seriously.

This is a celebration of life, a manifestation of joy and love expressed in connection through music and dance.

I’m so grateful for these memories of my brothers and how they’ve shaped me and continue to as I continue on my journey.

07/30/2021

Who can relate to the experience of feeling abandoned as a child?

I know this has followed me for so long in my life and has been one of my core wounds that destroys so much in my life, especially when it comes to intimate relationships

There is a part of me that doesn’t feel worthy of receiving love as I am..

I have a fear that those I love will leave and I’ll be left alone… abandoned and alone

I get anxious and scared when energies get big and when me partner get upset with me..

I start to feel like they are going to leave me..

So I react from my fear..

Sometimes I swoop in trying to fix the “problem” instead of just allowing her to have her experience

I feel as though I might be able to “do something” different so I don’t get abandoned(which is just the story I tell myself, doesn’t mean that’s what is going to happen)

Sometimes I find myself being overly needy when I feel this fear arise in my body, and it’s definitely felt by the feminine.. it can feel suffocating

Sometimes I react with sarcasm and little energetic jabs trying to protect myself from being hurt, from being abandoned, but really I’m just pushing her out before she leaves me

No matter what end of the spectrum this fear expresses itself, it always ends up creating the outcome I feared most…

I am left alone, the same old energy of feeling abandoned by my dad arises within me

Everything I feared has now become reality…

Well of course it has.. I gave my power away to the fear

I believed it was true so I unconsciously created that reality with my actions

I am grateful to have been able to see all the patterns that play out when this old energy comes up within my body

I am determined to heal this part of me so I can experience more wholeness and harmony within myself and within my relationships

I am whole, I am worthy, I am loved, I am that I am
⭕️

07/28/2021

“Feel it to heal it”

I don’t recall the first time I heard someone share this with me, but it stuck and has never left me

For so long I found myself avoiding the discomfort and pain, escaping into my mind and disconnecting from reality

I’d distract myself from feeling with things like food, s*x, p**n, drugs, alcohol, TV and so much more.. numbing myself from the excruciating truth of reality.

I found safety in my escape instead of having to feel the pain, to really experience the intense feelings of guilt, shame, regret and unworthiness.

I still find myself in this loop often

But when I avoid feeling all of my human experience, I create separation within the relationship to myself and my true nature.

I am learning to find joy in all of my experiences without needing to change or fix my state of being.

Surrendering and allowing what is to be with the knowing that all passes in divine timing

For rainbows could not exist without first a storm

So I continue to breathe, to slow down in the moment and allow myself to feel it all, grateful for this human experience. 🙏🙌✨

07/20/2021

Where your attention goes energy flows.

This is something I learned early on in my awakening, yet still today I uncover more truths with this simple understanding.

I am grateful for my experience yesterday with and what brought through for the circle. Seriously thank you. 🙏💛

I see how my attention has been more focused on healing and fixing myself and those I love, instead of my vision, goals and creating.

Now I’m not saying suppress your healing, I’m not saying ignore your emotions and your traumas, I’m saying feel that as it arises, learn from it and release, don’t get stuck in it. Then shift back to your vision and keep creating, stay committed to the process and focus on each step.

Tie your goals to your core values and remind yourself of them every step of the way, remind yourself of your WHY.

Life ebbs and flows, there will be a moment for healing, a moment for building and creating, a moment for rest, a moment for celebration and fun and for uncomfortableness painful experiences that test us and allow for opportunity to grow.

When we can shift our attention to our vision and what we desire to create in our life, take action everyday towards our goals, committed and driven by our core values, that is when we manifest our dreams.

You are whole and worthy of all that you desire.

Create the shift and consciously create your reality.

07/20/2021

Fear arises in the body
Brought upon by a thought

Our response creates reality
Based upon our perception of the information

Fear invites us into our greater potential
Unlocking the doorway to step through to our wholeness

Lean into the fear and on the other side you meet your higher self

You’ve been guided this whole time

It is a pleasure and honor to be of service.

Shoot me a DM if you are ready to work 1on1 with me to transform an area in your life!

07/18/2021

I’m so grateful Spirit blessed me with 🙏💛

This woman right here has become my greatest teacher, my best friend, my lover and the one person I’ve given the key to my heart to.

Conscious relationships aren’t always love and light, as we come face to face with our greatest fears, our deepest darkest shadows, our insecurities, our wounding and traumas, our unhealthy coping skills and our codependent tendencies.

The container we have co-created together has brought to light anything within each of us that is no longer love.

These moments can be painful for both of us as we experience the wholeness of our human spectrum of emotion, but through the fire a new consciousness is birthed.

She is my mirror, constantly illuminating the aspects of myself that have been hidden, long forgotten and pushed away.

An opportunity to accept these deeper aspects and find a deeper love for myself, my partner and my life.

We’ve had our fair share of ups and downs, hard lessons learned and moments where it seemed our relationship had seen its expiration.

I am so grateful that we continue to choose love, to learn more about ourselves and each other, that we continue to learn how to better our communication, respect each-others boundaries, meet our needs and express them to each other, to continue to choose love when fear try’s to sabotage everything.

I’m learning to step further in my masculine energy, to create structure for us both, to be a solid container for her to feel safe in, to express her wild feminine essence without dampening it, without minimizing her experience and instead validating her emotions, supporting her through her process and simply being there for her, with my divine presence penetrating her vulnerable expression.

I’m committed to growth in this container, individually and within the relationship.

I welcome the little deaths along the journey and I will continue taking accountability for my s**t as you call me out and call me back into love.

Gratitude for this blessings and opportunity to experience the wholeness of love and meeting God consciousness through our divine connection and beautiful dance of polarities.

WonderHeart

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