03/07/2022
- Samantha
Big thank you to VICTOR CASTILLO AKA MEDDAHMORPHOSIS
I have been working with Meddah for about 13 years.
We have never met in person.
My spiritual journey/awakening began around the same time that I began learning and working with MEDDAH.
His honest, practical and genuine teachings have assisted me through out my journey. Given the distance- we have used a combination of video chat, voice memos, links to books, and virtual guided meditations to facilitate these classes. It was all very convenient.
I have attended many work shops and new age metaphysical centers. These new age classes came off as more of âdenial tacticsâ than true healing and in turn they ended up leaving me more confused/alone than ever.
I was extremely disappointed with the egomaniacs that I encountered. You would be surprised to see how many money hungry energy vampires take advantage of people in this new age industry.
Working with Victor was not easy nor was it orthodox- in the beginning I was instructed to face my fears head on. The mind can truly be our greatest enemy if we lose control, if we lose discernment, and our focus.
Regardless of the spiritual ass kickings- MEDDAH has always kept my well being in mind.
Being taken out of my comfort zone has revealed to me not only my true potential- but has also shown me how the voices in our own minds can get in the way.
Traditional kundalini teachings have been the main focus, with a new age hip hop, urban twist that has made the journey more interesting and more relatable.
One of my fondest memories was when I first began MEDDAHS teachings- my friends and family thought I was nuts. Every session; I broke through more and more barriers of my mind through traditional exercises. One time I was instructed not to speak on my past- I asked MEDDAH, âWhat do I respond with if someone asks me about something that took place in the past?â his answer was, âtell them you do not know what that is, that it does not exist anymore.
Another fun practice was when I was told to take freezing cold showers (which help a number of different things) At the time I was extremely annoyed but pushed myself past those judgements to see the true meaning of this lesson.
Looking back, what used to annoy me now makes me laugh!
MEDDAH has been a positive male figure in my life, which is great because I do not have any. My family and friends have treated me pretty badly over the years- and speaking with MEDDAH and his channelings have assisted me more than any therapy or new age scam. He has always explained this wisdom in ways that I can understand. With an honest yet lighthearted approach.
As mentioned above I had feelings of confusion and loneliness like most do on this journey- I strayed off the path but maintained contact with MEDDAH for over a decade. When things got really dark for me, I would then ask for either a channeling or kundalini session to bring clarity to my problems at hand.
These kundalini yoga/breathing tactics kick my ass. It awakens parts of yourself that are subtly profound and subconscious. I encourage everyone to welcome his teachings with open arms. The support and tools he will provide are worth more than gold.
Recently I was involved in a situation where I was wrongfully accused/ framed. The process I went through lasted over 2 years. In the beginning, I was completely alone in every sense that you can imagine. I contacted MEDDAH and explained what happened. I could not understand why that would happen to me, I knew the truth, yes - but that did not stop the rocks from being thrown at me.
There were days I wanted to end it all. MEDDAH did not shy away from the fact that these feelings would very much appear. His tactics taught me to face this pain, to FEEL out this pain until it runs dry. Unlike denial tactics and numbing meditations that are often taught at these ânew age centers.â
The breathing techniques and daily meditations not only gave me the armor I needed to get out of bed and face the day, but they also helped me to heal my subconscious so that I may grieve yet still operate from a clear state of mind.
I felt tremendous pain and sadness, yes. Regardless- I still needed to prove my innocence.
In life we feel many aâthings. Yet we must take a step back and regroup.
These daily meditations have their own unique purposes; and have helped me till this day.
I have attempted conventional therapy during these dark times of mine- and I can honestly say I was left more traumatized than ever. I was mocked and spoken to like I was not a person with feelings. I was spoken to by these therapists as if they did not hear any of my cries. One therapist even tried to blame my trauma on the fact that I am a first generation Latin American. Another therapist suggested anti depressants within the first 20 minutes of speaking to me. Perhaps that works for some, but to me the side effects of such a strong medication is not worth the risk. Especially during a time when I was already AT RISK!
Changing your life begins by changing your thought process. Which is something MEDDAH has taught me in many ways. Changing my diet, changing my daily habits, meditating, studying, and also acupuncture have been everything for me.
I am proud to say that I am a student of Victor. He is a great teacher that will provide great support and thought provoking concepts. I applaud Victor for his patience, and honesty. The way he incorporates ancient teachings with a focus on hip hop/lyricism is very special.
They say this journey has no beginning nor end! I am still working with MEDDAH and will continue to do so!
Thank you for over a decade of healing, truth, and support MEDDAH! You are respected beyond words!
