02/10/2021
For the past few weeks, I haven't known what to do, what I wanted to share on my IG feed, what I wanted to talk about on my podcast, and itβs because I have been feeling very off lately so hopefully today I have the words lol
I. AM. TIRED.
It seems like every day someone is asking me to do more when I don't have more to give. My job wants me to do more work, I want to create more content, the podcast needs more episodes and COVID just won't go away.
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For the longest time, I went to the gym because I wanted to look better. I wanted to build muscle, burn fat and be a bad bitch π but lately, the gym has turned into the one place I can go where no one is asking me for anything. I don't have to impress anyone but myself. I can get away from all of the chaos. I can turn off my brain for the hour or so that I am there.
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I know I'm not the only person to become depressed with all the s**t going on. And for a while, I thought I could overcome it by doing more to keep myself busy. If you're busy 24/7, you don't have time to think about being depressed. But I know I can't keep running around, surviving off fumes. Taking the time to prioritize mental health is just as important as physical health and if you've been struggling too, please know that you are not alone. Remember we're going through a bad time, we don't have a bad life!!