08/14/2026
Journal Entry
9:38am
Austin, TX
(This was a deep one, and FB is probably not the right place for it. But I don’t make the rules of what I’m supposed to post, just follow them the best I can)
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Life.
Your Life.
It is all a beautiful game.
A game that can never be lost for winning is the baseline.
And although you will eventually experience a withdrawal of your awareness from its current physical vantage point
there is no time limit to the game of your Life.
At the center of existence - your existence, and the existence for every other being, indeed at the center of every particle that our forms are comprised of - there is a pulsing signal of wellbeing so powerful that human intelligence is unable to comprehend it anywhere close to fully.
Naming this wellbeing (and creating myths about it) is something humans are very good at.
Some humans have distorted the story of this wellbeing in their beliefs and legends, through parable and philosophy, so that they have come to believe (and influence others to believe) that this infinite and timeless well being shares their human qualities of emotionally conditional approval or disapproval.
But there is none of that in this wellbeing, outside human belief.
This wellbeing is responsible for the cohesion of atoms and molecules, and the organization of matter.
Move a few “layers” up to the level of human awareness, and there is a built in amnesia that causes us to forget this coherence and cohesion, but it cannot not be, for if this energy of wellbeing ceased to operate, all matter and energy would collapse into chaos.
This is clearly not the case at the base layers of reality.
It may appear to be the case at higher levels of awareness at the 3D perspective.
Seemingly unrelated events and circumstances, effects without consciously linked causes, give rise to the illusion that things are happening to us.
Yet infused between and throughout the base layer of reality, and the conscious awareness of apparently random events, is the interaction between the Will and the Wellbeing.
The Will - your human focused attention - can pe*****te into consensus, collective reality, and if focused strong enough and long enough, causes aberrant ripples in the field of 3D.
Defiant outlying events that break the pattern of the consensus based collective.
The woman who experiences spontaneous healing from a terminal condition.
The grandmother who lifts a heavy object to free her grandchild.
The man whose windfall arrives just in time before the bank forecloses.
The sudden occurrence of an idea that goes on to improve many lives, attracting fortune to the one who acted in faithful creation to bring the idea to life.
The appearance of the joy within simply being, in a welcome lightness of body and heart and mind, after a time of heaviness and darkness.
These defiant outlying events seem unexplainable by logic, yet become easily observable with an understanding of Will.
Yet this projection of will alone is not the whole story.
For the wish of fundamental wellbeing (which goes by many names) is to create harmony and positive expansion.
It does not however have a preference at the human level, for it is without human judgement and will not interfere with the individual creations of their own reality.
It sees wins and losses, wine and water, wars and wormholes, births and bees and atomic bombs, as all part of the dance within the human creation experience.
From its perspective, everything is in harmony as collaborative actions and reactions, all in perfect harmony with one another.
The bully and the victim?
Perfectly aligned.
The oppressor and the oppressed?
Wonderfully matched.
The complainer, and that which keeps showing up for them to complain about, therefore fulfilling their wish to complain and be in integrity within their chosen identity.
Absolute harmony.
The lover of life who chooses to appreciate even the smallest of blessings, and therefore has more to bless.
See how this works?
So the wish of wellbeing itself is always being fulfilled, for there is nothing in this reality that is not in harmony.
Wellbeing does however, give notice when one is aligning (or misaligning) with the basest of reality layers (which once again, is wellbeing itself).
For the individual, this wish is matched in the body by feeling very good.
The choice of the individual to resist the wish brings feeling bad.
So in addition to the projection of will towards what is desired, it is also the acceptance, the receiving, the invited expectancy of the causeless, unconditional wish of Wellbeing itself to create good feeling events and circumstances, that forms a personal reality akin to a heaven on earth.
What a partnership, indeed.
Hold the frequency and feelings, the thoughts and ideas and stories, that feel good while holding them.
Do this not to “get” what you want, or to “make” things you want happen.
For all that you want is already here, since the thoughts and feelings themselves are the overwhelming bulk (all matter is energy, AKA vibration) of the fully manifested Physical creation itself.
Focus gently and lightly, with relaxed ease and soft acceptance, on the thoughts and feelings that feel the most right, that which feels the most like you.
Of course it is wonderful to start with that..
what is “You”?
A collection of chemicals that somehow accidentally became conscious?
Or a consciousness that is not limited to this collection of chemicals called a Body.
As electricity illuminates a light bulb yet is is quite logically not all contained within the bulb itself, so is our consciousness within, but also quite unlimited to, a finite physical form.
This individual consciousness has a perspective intertwined with the wish of wellbeing itself, that most ineffable of consciousnesses, and when the focus of the human centric consciousness aligns with the base layer wish for wellbeing, the feeling is indescribably, deliciously good.
What you want, wants you.
you are not here to prove or disprove, nor are you here to earn worthiness.
You exist.
And when you accept your simple existence as proof of your ability to receive the fullness of whatever your human will can concentrate on, the source of all, wellbeing itself moves to match your acceptance of causeless provision.
