12/14/2025
A little . I got a notification that my other page had gotten h@c$ed, I forgot I even had the other page for years. When I started that page I was in a different chapter in my life. I was probably in the most vulnerable place Iāve ever been. At that time all I ever wanted was to be a mom, I prayed, I begged and I broke. I couldnāt understand what I had done so wrong that I couldnāt jump on the mom train, I couldnāt share the experience of the feeling of building a family. Holidays came and went and I felt out of place. Not all of us can get pregnant, some of us have to grow our chapters within anotherās chapter. You become part of a sisterhood you never wanted to join. But then, and only then something happens to you along the way where you become nothing but thankful for the ride. For the tears, the grit, the hell and fury, you become āwholeā in a new way. Iāde be lying if I said I didnāt still hold a sense of curiosity of growing a human inside of me, curiosity of what it all feels like but more than anything I am grateful. I am humbled by the experience that took immense dedication and strength when it seemed to come so easily for all around me.
At the end of the day Iām a mom, I am living the dream I almost gave up on and how bitter sweet was it to revisit this chapter and realize what feels like a lifetime ago had felt so never ending at the time.
Never give up on something you canāt go a day without wishing for.
Anyone needing a friend, emotional support or just someone to connect to through their journey donāt hesitate to reach out. Happy to share my whole experience along the way.
