11/09/2022
āWhy did you decide to be a tutor?ā. Many people have expressed curiosity at my unconventional job choice. In this post, I will be sharing my story on how and why I decided to be a tutor.
I remember myself as being a very curious child. I was curious about things/phenomena I observed, and always wanted to know how stuff worked and why things were the way they are. Naturally, I developed an interest in mathematics and science, and did fairly well for those subjects in primary school.
Secondary school was a different ball game. There were more subjects, the syllabus was more demanding, and the overall intensity of studying had picked up. It also meant that I had a set of new teachers, one for each subject. Most of them were fine. They werenāt great, but they did an okay job of teaching the content.
However, there were a few particularly bad ones. I remember sitting through full lessons that stretched up to an hour, without understanding a thing they were talking about. I even tried approaching them after class to ask for help, but it quickly became clear that it was futile.
It is no surprise that my grades suffered. I had failed math for the first time in my life, and only managed to barely pass my science (refer to the first photo in this post). Needless to say, that shook my confidence, and I knew that I needed to do something.
I decided to take my learning into my own hands. I remember spending a lot of time trying to figure things out on my own. I read my notes, the textbook, went online to search for explanations, and did a lot of thinking to make sense of everything. I also discussed my doubts with friends in hopes that we could help each other understand the concepts better. This, however, took a lot of effort and was extremely time consuming. There was also no guarantee that this would actually translate to an improvement in my grades.
There were times I wanted to give up trying to understand everything, thinking I could just memorise the method to get things done and score my marks. But that didnāt feel right. I refused to let my curiosity die just for the sake of scoring better, and so I continued working to make sense of what I was supposed to be learning in class.
Through this process, I found that by verbalising my doubts, discussing with peers, and teaching others, I actually reinforced my own conceptual foundations. I also discovered that developing a solid understanding is much more effective than simply just memorizing stuff. Once you understand the content well, your grades will naturally improve, and that was the case for me.
I gradually began to show marked improvement in my grades, and so I knew I had to be doing something right. My friends had also then begun coming to me for help with schoolwork. I would gladly teach them, as I always felt a sense of satisfaction whenever I could help them finally understand something they had been confused about for a long time. Not to mention that that would also benefit myself by reinforcing my own understanding of the subject.
As I progressed to upper secondary, my teachers changed again. But this time, I had the luck of running into some of the best and most dedicated teachers Iāve ever met. Their guidance, coupled with my personal system of learning helped me achieve an almost perfect score for my O levels.
Using the same system of learning I had developed for myself, I continued to do well at JC and even university, when many of my peers were struggling. On hindsight, my grades were really only a by-product of the way I approached my studies. Once you develop a system that works for you and truly understand whatever you are studying, good grades will naturally follow.
Throughout my time as a student, I always found myself tutoring friends around me and I discovered that I actually really liked teaching. I guess I could really empathize with their struggles, and now I was in a position to give them the help they needed, which was something I myself unfortunately didnāt get from some of the sub-par teachers I mentioned. I shared with them my own study methods and would always feel happy whenever I could help them.
My JC form teacher had picked up on this, and very kindly mentioned it in a testimonial (refer to the second and third photos in this post). Just as a side note, she was also my GP teacher, and a great one at that. She helped me pull my grades up from an S (Sub-pass) at the end of J1 to an eventual A at A levels, and I will always be thankful for her guidance and help. Again, this just goes to show the kind of impact a good teacher makes!
One day, someone offered to pay me for tutoring their child who was in secondary school. I was still in JC myself, but I decided to take up the challenge and from then I began my journey as a tutor. My students would recommend friends who also needed help with their studies, and it just kept going from there, which led me to where I am today.
Now, as a full-fledged tutor, I thoroughly enjoy my work. I enjoy helping my students and seeing them grow in the process. I get a deep sense of fulfilment through my work, as I can directly see the positive impact I have made on my students. Knowing that I am now officially taking on the role of the teacher that I myself would have desperately wanted to have as a student brings me a deep sense of fulfilment. The support that I get from my studentsā parents constantly reminds me that I am valued and appreciated.
As such, teaching is more than just a job to me. It gives my life meaning and purpose, as well as a sense of fulfilment thinking about the impact Iāve made on my studentsā lives. This is why Iāve been teaching for 10 years now, and I certainly intend to continue to do so.