Ayaan’s Notebook

04/11/2025

Scrolling through chats and looking at the messages, wondering how they all ended up becoming strangers one by one. ahista ahista kar ke har rishta khatam hojata hai ya us rishte ko nibhane wala insaan. scroll krne par kaafi msgs ese the jin mein ghanton ghanton ka hansi mazak tha. kuch dukhi baaten theen, kuch chats esi theen jinme humne wada kia tha ke hum dosti nahi toren ge. i scrolled more & there was a message ke 'mera ho tou jayega na admission?' & i replied, 'bilkul hojayega, kyu nahi hoga? i'll pray for it'. zindagi chalti rehti hai, log badalte rehte hain. Mujhe to abh tak us kal ka intezar hai jisme hum sab yeh keh kr rukhsat hue the ek dusre se ke kal baat hogi ab. naa janay woh kal kyu nahi aa paee . hum yeh apps jab istemal krna shuru krte hain tou humein andaza nahi ho pata magr yeh madham si ahista ahista kuch yaadein jama krna shuru kardete hain, or ek waqt mein akr aap jab peeche mur kar dekhte hain tou woh yaaden ek bht bari history ban chuki hoteen hain. loug tanha hote hain tou kitne mushkil mein hote hain, yeh mujh se ziyada koi nahi janta.

Iyan

03/03/2025

this Ramazan is hitting different, no late nights talks and luddo with friends, loved one's are now strangers, the friend circle is note the same anymore, we prefer sleep over staying up till sehri. now we realize:
"Duniya is nothing but a beautiful lie"

11/10/2024

زندگی کے سارى زخم بهرجاتے ہیں بس ايك زخم سدا هرا ربتا ہے

وه زخم جوكسی ووست نے دیا ہو-

12/06/2024

The best revenge is none. Heal, move on, and don't become like those who hurt you.

25/05/2024

There is khayr in your struggles, there is khayr in your delays

27/04/2024

05/04/2024

Shadab is literally me rn😪

03/04/2024

The hypocrisy of being human; the constant tug between solitude and company, the desire to love so desperately and simultaneously be detached from it all, of wanting everything and wanting nothing✨

05/03/2024

It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep with is meant to be forever.
Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes, sometimes people leave—-but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains.

26/02/2024

University life is all about reaching university and texting your best friend

"Kahan ho"

25/02/2024

I'm different at:
• Social media
• University
• Public
• Home / Hostel

So don't act like you know me well.

24/02/2024